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Wednesday, April 30, 2008
its a hot (actually after a cold shower its pleasantly warm hehe) wed afternoon after csm. naturally, if i'm a good student, the first thing that should come to mind is csc essay, mugging for chem lect test, math tutorial 9A etc. but..
why am i thinking of a pleasant nap? or perhaps playing wolfteam (softnyx.net) until 6? hehehe. poor ppl with cca.. despair! bwahaha. applies to peeps who have to take a 1 hr long busride home. bukit panjang district ftw lol.
whee i think i'll play for an hour then sleep till 6. perhaps after dinner i'll go do abit of math, abit of csc, abit of chem. perhaps.
csm was hot, stuffy, and full of pail-wrecking action. hahaha. nothing else needs to be said. and artemis won second for cheering competition! woohoo!
like 9 +- 2 ppl went to SIM for lunch. haha the food there's good, if abit pricey. and the drinks rock. seriously much better than jc side. but high school still pawns all. $1 木瓜牛奶 ftw! hahahaha.
missed free cone day ytd D: aww. but is there like a limit to the number of times u can go grab cones? i guess 2, from what ppl who went said. darn now it's back to the exorbitant price of $4++ for a cone again. sigh.
i shall go play. then sleep. a perfect day.. considering i have the whole day tmr to do csc and revise whatever needs to be revised. after all, why do things today when it can be put off till tmr! (bad example, please do not emulate.)
play-time :D
.:Edit:. Wolfteam is under maintanace from 3.00 - 5.00 Korean Time. went korea last year.. rmb that korean time is faster than s'porean time by exactly 1 hr! nooo unlucky sia. hence, im off to sleep. hehehe.
why am i thinking of a pleasant nap? or perhaps playing wolfteam (softnyx.net) until 6? hehehe. poor ppl with cca.. despair! bwahaha. applies to peeps who have to take a 1 hr long busride home. bukit panjang district ftw lol.
whee i think i'll play for an hour then sleep till 6. perhaps after dinner i'll go do abit of math, abit of csc, abit of chem. perhaps.
csm was hot, stuffy, and full of pail-wrecking action. hahaha. nothing else needs to be said. and artemis won second for cheering competition! woohoo!
like 9 +- 2 ppl went to SIM for lunch. haha the food there's good, if abit pricey. and the drinks rock. seriously much better than jc side. but high school still pawns all. $1 木瓜牛奶 ftw! hahahaha.
missed free cone day ytd D: aww. but is there like a limit to the number of times u can go grab cones? i guess 2, from what ppl who went said. darn now it's back to the exorbitant price of $4++ for a cone again. sigh.
i shall go play. then sleep. a perfect day.. considering i have the whole day tmr to do csc and revise whatever needs to be revised. after all, why do things today when it can be put off till tmr! (bad example, please do not emulate.)
play-time :D
.:Edit:. Wolfteam is under maintanace from 3.00 - 5.00 Korean Time. went korea last year.. rmb that korean time is faster than s'porean time by exactly 1 hr! nooo unlucky sia. hence, im off to sleep. hehehe.
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
today mr teo told me to grow up. awww da ji D:
not really la. hahaha but i'm happy living my life the way it is. may seem abit childish, abit overkill... but i'm enjoying it. unless it becomes a problem for any of you: like its affecting your work. or something. just tell me and i'll tone down. i'm not unreasonable you know.
ah well. enough of that. tmr's csm and possibly class outing! whee~
hope details can be finalised so that everyone / most of us can go. hehe. since guitar concert over.. guess its only june when everyone's done with their concerts. then we can have a proper class outing hehehe.
that reminds me, an OG outing is in order too. lets have it soon :D like after lecture tests, before hol hw comes. haha.
oh damn. suddenly occurred to me that theres still a csc essay to write! horror horror.
looking forward to a fun day tmr. hopefully. haha. meanwhile, i shall enjoy this evening and relax abit. as if i wasn't relaxing enough already haha.
not really la. hahaha but i'm happy living my life the way it is. may seem abit childish, abit overkill... but i'm enjoying it. unless it becomes a problem for any of you: like its affecting your work. or something. just tell me and i'll tone down. i'm not unreasonable you know.
ah well. enough of that. tmr's csm and possibly class outing! whee~
hope details can be finalised so that everyone / most of us can go. hehe. since guitar concert over.. guess its only june when everyone's done with their concerts. then we can have a proper class outing hehehe.
that reminds me, an OG outing is in order too. lets have it soon :D like after lecture tests, before hol hw comes. haha.
oh damn. suddenly occurred to me that theres still a csc essay to write! horror horror.
looking forward to a fun day tmr. hopefully. haha. meanwhile, i shall enjoy this evening and relax abit. as if i wasn't relaxing enough already haha.
Monday, April 28, 2008
happy happy happy.
its a sunny day today. = happy! hehehe.
now i have a direction, i feel so alive. lol. im going to work hard and become zai hahaha.
actually, i have a serious side.
just that it doesn't manifest often; only when i kena big 打击 or am hurt really badly or am super angry. but i think i become like 10000% more efficient when i get serious. oh well. but i'd rather remain happy hehe.
hope i don't have the need to get serious: only perhaps before blocks, promos, a's. meanwhile, i wanna be happy everyday! hahaha.
tooo the yellow nana groove. marigold fresh milk. now with banana! (wahaha random)
oh yes csc is postponed till friday! more excuses for procrastination. and we still havent decided on where to go for class outing tmr.. D:
lets go cycling. or go camp somewhere. or go for a walk. or something. comeon lets get out of the house and breathe some fresh air! whee~
happy happy happy today ^.^
extreme mood swings hahaha.
its a sunny day today. = happy! hehehe.
now i have a direction, i feel so alive. lol. im going to work hard and become zai hahaha.
actually, i have a serious side.
just that it doesn't manifest often; only when i kena big 打击 or am hurt really badly or am super angry. but i think i become like 10000% more efficient when i get serious. oh well. but i'd rather remain happy hehe.
hope i don't have the need to get serious: only perhaps before blocks, promos, a's. meanwhile, i wanna be happy everyday! hahaha.
tooo the yellow nana groove. marigold fresh milk. now with banana! (wahaha random)
oh yes csc is postponed till friday! more excuses for procrastination. and we still havent decided on where to go for class outing tmr.. D:
lets go cycling. or go camp somewhere. or go for a walk. or something. comeon lets get out of the house and breathe some fresh air! whee~
happy happy happy today ^.^
extreme mood swings hahaha.
Sunday, April 27, 2008
i'm not about to get depressed.
no i'm not.
for i have a choice, and i'm not about to leave things alone. if i can change things, i won't. setbacks are frequent in life, disappointment inevitable. depression, however, isn't. i'm not about to let all these setbacks catch up to me and stop me from living life the way i want it. no way.
they say what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. setbacks do this: not by lessening the pain each time you get disappointed: instead shortening the recovery time between a setback and getting back to normal.
i'm going to win through, and i know it. no-one and nothing's going to get in my way. especially not some minor setback.
bleh i sound so emo so serious. sigh. pity's nice, but once is enough, then treat me as if im back to normal. its only fair right?
rush rush rush. no time to stop, no time to think. i'm going to win.
i've got to win.
no i'm not.
for i have a choice, and i'm not about to leave things alone. if i can change things, i won't. setbacks are frequent in life, disappointment inevitable. depression, however, isn't. i'm not about to let all these setbacks catch up to me and stop me from living life the way i want it. no way.
they say what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. setbacks do this: not by lessening the pain each time you get disappointed: instead shortening the recovery time between a setback and getting back to normal.
i'm going to win through, and i know it. no-one and nothing's going to get in my way. especially not some minor setback.
bleh i sound so emo so serious. sigh. pity's nice, but once is enough, then treat me as if im back to normal. its only fair right?
rush rush rush. no time to stop, no time to think. i'm going to win.
i've got to win.
Thursday, April 24, 2008
huangcheng peeps aren't excused from research symposium on saturday. okay, thats fine, elections can still be postponed. but guitar? don't they have to perform that day at night? all that extra time should be used to practice more, focus themselves, in order to do their best that night.
... really feel sad. wish them the best of luck for their performance 2 days from now. of course, hopefully they can be excused too, so that they can at least try their best to practice for their performance that night.
today was chem spa. had quite a bit of time at the end, even though i took quite long to get the proper 7.00g of iron(II)sulphate salt. oh wells. hope i didn't screw up accuracy at the cost of speed.
feeling quite sad though. if you think you didn't really perform up to standards today, relax a bit and give yourself a chance. makes me feel depressed to see others sad D:
yes, it's the first paper of a's. yes, it does have a weightage in our a'level results at the end of j2. yes, it's important. but please please try to give yourself a chance, have a brighter outlook on life. of course not telling you to overlook everything and relax totally, but hope you can get over such unhappiness soon. makes others uncomfortable to see someone sad you know. so try to cheer up k? haha.
btw, guys are capable of feeling hurt you know. just that we (with me as example haha. sounds so zilian rite? lolx) usually keep it inside, try to motivate yourself. just that sometimes it backfires and leads to depression. either that or i adopt this insane couldn't care less attitude (which is NOT. repeat not what i'm adopting now) which will inevitably result in failure unless i wake up. haha. well i know what's wrong with me now, don't have the motivation to change. guess i need a really really hard knock to get things started. like failing blocks for example. or promos. which will definitely hurt alot. alot alot alot. so i hope i can get motivated without these unecessasry 'starters'.
don't want to end a happy day on a sad note. haha so feel happy people! and live life happy. jc life won't come again you know. don't want to regret anything. don't wanna waste a day, an hour, a minute moping away.
live happy. :D
... really feel sad. wish them the best of luck for their performance 2 days from now. of course, hopefully they can be excused too, so that they can at least try their best to practice for their performance that night.
today was chem spa. had quite a bit of time at the end, even though i took quite long to get the proper 7.00g of iron(II)sulphate salt. oh wells. hope i didn't screw up accuracy at the cost of speed.
feeling quite sad though. if you think you didn't really perform up to standards today, relax a bit and give yourself a chance. makes me feel depressed to see others sad D:
yes, it's the first paper of a's. yes, it does have a weightage in our a'level results at the end of j2. yes, it's important. but please please try to give yourself a chance, have a brighter outlook on life. of course not telling you to overlook everything and relax totally, but hope you can get over such unhappiness soon. makes others uncomfortable to see someone sad you know. so try to cheer up k? haha.
btw, guys are capable of feeling hurt you know. just that we (with me as example haha. sounds so zilian rite? lolx) usually keep it inside, try to motivate yourself. just that sometimes it backfires and leads to depression. either that or i adopt this insane couldn't care less attitude (which is NOT. repeat not what i'm adopting now) which will inevitably result in failure unless i wake up. haha. well i know what's wrong with me now, don't have the motivation to change. guess i need a really really hard knock to get things started. like failing blocks for example. or promos. which will definitely hurt alot. alot alot alot. so i hope i can get motivated without these unecessasry 'starters'.
don't want to end a happy day on a sad note. haha so feel happy people! and live life happy. jc life won't come again you know. don't want to regret anything. don't wanna waste a day, an hour, a minute moping away.
live happy. :D
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
lol cheered table tennis ppl today.
well perhaps not, at the later half after leonard's match. (good one! haha pwned doubles) then i started working on math D: still have a GPP to get done by tonight. oh well.
i somehow manage to come up with a multitude of excuses to not work on tutorials. too troublesome.. too messy.. too difficult.. haix. must improve self control!
but first, GPP :D (there, excuses at work again.) i'll probably take 1-2 hrs to finish it, and i'll play thru the nite again. oh noes!!
chem class test, chem lect test coming coming soon. must work harder!
with all the concerts coming up (guitar, harmoc, band, so), they're practicing really really hard. unfortunately i cant make it for guitar to surpport the performers: so i can only cheer you on from the sides. gogogo! haha. make this sat's performance a success!
same for harmoc, band, so in the near near future. haha huangcheng is the most aggressive promoter by far though. ensures a sellout crowd! lol. even so, here's wishing you all a full house and responsive audiences! haha.
2 more days to physics spa. oooh. this is really important. (not like lecture tests aren't though.) a's! the very first thing to get marks. prepare to see the uber-muggerness of 63! hehe. i don't mean it in a bad way though. its thursday tmr! that's the day when lessons end with a chemistry prac. and everyone rushes through it. hopefully it'll be prac... i'll much rather titration to tutorials D:
okay. must tackle GPP. and chemistry tutorial (thermodynamics). and physics tutorial (WEP). and math tutorial(mclaurin's expansion). AND CSC!! omigosh, another essay. my sunday's burnt again D:
but then again, the submission date is on wednesday! which is CSM lol. and subsequently may day (labour day) on thursday. so that's an extension of two days. whee~
okay. GPP. GPP. must focus. GPP.
GPP.
well perhaps not, at the later half after leonard's match. (good one! haha pwned doubles) then i started working on math D: still have a GPP to get done by tonight. oh well.
i somehow manage to come up with a multitude of excuses to not work on tutorials. too troublesome.. too messy.. too difficult.. haix. must improve self control!
but first, GPP :D (there, excuses at work again.) i'll probably take 1-2 hrs to finish it, and i'll play thru the nite again. oh noes!!
chem class test, chem lect test coming coming soon. must work harder!
with all the concerts coming up (guitar, harmoc, band, so), they're practicing really really hard. unfortunately i cant make it for guitar to surpport the performers: so i can only cheer you on from the sides. gogogo! haha. make this sat's performance a success!
same for harmoc, band, so in the near near future. haha huangcheng is the most aggressive promoter by far though. ensures a sellout crowd! lol. even so, here's wishing you all a full house and responsive audiences! haha.
2 more days to physics spa. oooh. this is really important. (not like lecture tests aren't though.) a's! the very first thing to get marks. prepare to see the uber-muggerness of 63! hehe. i don't mean it in a bad way though. its thursday tmr! that's the day when lessons end with a chemistry prac. and everyone rushes through it. hopefully it'll be prac... i'll much rather titration to tutorials D:
okay. must tackle GPP. and chemistry tutorial (thermodynamics). and physics tutorial (WEP). and math tutorial(mclaurin's expansion). AND CSC!! omigosh, another essay. my sunday's burnt again D:
but then again, the submission date is on wednesday! which is CSM lol. and subsequently may day (labour day) on thursday. so that's an extension of two days. whee~
okay. GPP. GPP. must focus. GPP.
GPP.
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
tmr gotta go support the table tennis ppl.. go leonard! lol. hope we can win ahaha. though i don't appreciate the long mrt ride home. (its at toa payoh right?) that means riding t3h evil red line D: oh noes. alternatively, i can take 67! :] and cramp my legs when i get off. haha.
whee i guess im improving. slightly though. im sure i can do better! ahaha. elections for huangcheng approach: i wonder who'll be what. another saturday burnt haha. well at least i don't need to go for the science symposium.
my dad bought an air pump for the baby eel. apparently the fish we added yesterday all died due to lack of oxygen. nearly killed the eel too. well, no fish any time soon since after the latest batch died 5 hrs after they went into the water. perhaps i'll take a picture and upload it one day lol. maybe when its bigger and more intimidating. now, it just looks cute ahaha.
csc, phy, math, chem almost lowest in the entire level. thats like everything except GP? better do better if i want to stand a chance and any type of scholarship.
theres alot of things i wanna see happen.
1. PW group get cracking on pw.
2. see how my grp's straw bridge fares. (suspension ftw! lol. )
3. pwning math, chem and physics. csc will be my hobby subject lol.
4. next fac outing. bursting with anticipation! though its probably a long time yet.
5. next class outing. tentatively after CSM. lol i think our class has the most outings of all.
including that time on the MRT after hat that! really entertaining ahaha. guess we'll go somewhere interesting. don't lose your temper jason. esp. if we start getting fickle lol. our class is quite bonded now i guess, though it could probably get better. maybe after 1 year? haha.
dinner smells good :D
hungry hungry. after that i guess i'll get started on math and physics. perhaps chemistry.
hungry hungry.
whee i guess im improving. slightly though. im sure i can do better! ahaha. elections for huangcheng approach: i wonder who'll be what. another saturday burnt haha. well at least i don't need to go for the science symposium.
my dad bought an air pump for the baby eel. apparently the fish we added yesterday all died due to lack of oxygen. nearly killed the eel too. well, no fish any time soon since after the latest batch died 5 hrs after they went into the water. perhaps i'll take a picture and upload it one day lol. maybe when its bigger and more intimidating. now, it just looks cute ahaha.
csc, phy, math, chem almost lowest in the entire level. thats like everything except GP? better do better if i want to stand a chance and any type of scholarship.
theres alot of things i wanna see happen.
1. PW group get cracking on pw.
2. see how my grp's straw bridge fares. (suspension ftw! lol. )
3. pwning math, chem and physics. csc will be my hobby subject lol.
4. next fac outing. bursting with anticipation! though its probably a long time yet.
5. next class outing. tentatively after CSM. lol i think our class has the most outings of all.
including that time on the MRT after hat that! really entertaining ahaha. guess we'll go somewhere interesting. don't lose your temper jason. esp. if we start getting fickle lol. our class is quite bonded now i guess, though it could probably get better. maybe after 1 year? haha.
dinner smells good :D
hungry hungry. after that i guess i'll get started on math and physics. perhaps chemistry.
hungry hungry.
Monday, April 21, 2008
when i reach home, it's already like 4.30. but no fear! cause i got a goal in mind alrdy. i know what to do now. no more aimless slacking! lol.
feel quite motivated now. i shan't think about how long it'll last: i'll try to turn it into a sustainable habit.
well i guess i can take some time off to blog, to play, esp in the weekends. i do want to enjoy my life you know. but at least i've got my priorities right now. hopefully i can do better! haha watch out guys, here i come! lol.
its quite sad when guys get insensitive (myself included. a number of times too, i might want to add) but usually its really difficult to see sense, esp. when we go overboard when we're enjoying ourselves. i don't know, perhaps it offends and insults more sensitive people. but please try to understand that guys will be guys, and brush it off. some comments come out the wrong way, and some actions may become hurtful, even if they aren't initially meant to be. have to adjust to the different environment in JC: can't carry on with high school ways. otherwise someone's going to get hurt. and that'll be really, really sad. don't want to leave a shadow on your JC life, do you?
so for one, gotta learn to be more sensitive, for two, learn to understand and don't take things to heart (unless they're compliments of course. haha.) smile smile smile, let others know you're happy (though of course must see the situation la) and spread the love! lol. its only nice to help create a warm class environment right. in case you didn't know, making someone sad is a really, really, really, really uncomfortable experience for the person who caused it, intentional or not. so spare yourself and others the torment, brush it off like the dust it is, live happy!
seriously, can the class talk more? haha. conversation lightens the mood, and brings people closer together. vital for class bonding. need i say more? haha.
all in all, on average, quite a good day.(though quite a distance from perfect) lets hope it'll extend to subsequent weeks, months. stay happy, people!
:>
feel quite motivated now. i shan't think about how long it'll last: i'll try to turn it into a sustainable habit.
well i guess i can take some time off to blog, to play, esp in the weekends. i do want to enjoy my life you know. but at least i've got my priorities right now. hopefully i can do better! haha watch out guys, here i come! lol.
its quite sad when guys get insensitive (myself included. a number of times too, i might want to add) but usually its really difficult to see sense, esp. when we go overboard when we're enjoying ourselves. i don't know, perhaps it offends and insults more sensitive people. but please try to understand that guys will be guys, and brush it off. some comments come out the wrong way, and some actions may become hurtful, even if they aren't initially meant to be. have to adjust to the different environment in JC: can't carry on with high school ways. otherwise someone's going to get hurt. and that'll be really, really sad. don't want to leave a shadow on your JC life, do you?
so for one, gotta learn to be more sensitive, for two, learn to understand and don't take things to heart (unless they're compliments of course. haha.) smile smile smile, let others know you're happy (though of course must see the situation la) and spread the love! lol. its only nice to help create a warm class environment right. in case you didn't know, making someone sad is a really, really, really, really uncomfortable experience for the person who caused it, intentional or not. so spare yourself and others the torment, brush it off like the dust it is, live happy!
seriously, can the class talk more? haha. conversation lightens the mood, and brings people closer together. vital for class bonding. need i say more? haha.
all in all, on average, quite a good day.(though quite a distance from perfect) lets hope it'll extend to subsequent weeks, months. stay happy, people!
:>
Sunday, April 20, 2008
feeling better, but still feeling hot and uncomfortable. oh wells.
tried to sleep in the afternoon, but it was more of a doze than actual sleeping. and my bro turned off the fan so i sweated through the entire 3 hrs. but im at least feeling more clearheaded and better now. don't feel like doing work now, even though im clear i'll suffer when the week begins. this attitude is causing the destruction of the human race! lol.
haven't got my PI back.. hope its more acceptable now. i wish i had read up on david lim eariler. he seems so much more interesting than lance armstrong D: another regret in my life.
im prolly not going to sleep well tonite due to my long long nap in the afternoon. so im likely to be tired and short tempered tmr.. i think. if i dont get my sleep. so be warned! haha.
tmr's the start of a new week. and subseqently the start of my evil plan! i wonder what changes it will bring. hopefully i can see the effects b4 blocks lol. top secret and confidential ahaha.
and next week is math week! sorry hongxin for being uncooperative during your announcement, but the chance was too good to pass up lol. and you still owe me a meal for getting into SMTP (though there was no doubt you'd get in. imba math and science lol).
looking forward to NEQuest. not only for the prize money, its going to be really fun. i hope. and our PW grp hasnt fixed the topic yet! oh noes!!! must work harder hor. right now im waiting for everyone to come online (hopefully) so we can get started.
looking forward (hopefully) to tmr. whee~
tried to sleep in the afternoon, but it was more of a doze than actual sleeping. and my bro turned off the fan so i sweated through the entire 3 hrs. but im at least feeling more clearheaded and better now. don't feel like doing work now, even though im clear i'll suffer when the week begins. this attitude is causing the destruction of the human race! lol.
haven't got my PI back.. hope its more acceptable now. i wish i had read up on david lim eariler. he seems so much more interesting than lance armstrong D: another regret in my life.
im prolly not going to sleep well tonite due to my long long nap in the afternoon. so im likely to be tired and short tempered tmr.. i think. if i dont get my sleep. so be warned! haha.
tmr's the start of a new week. and subseqently the start of my evil plan! i wonder what changes it will bring. hopefully i can see the effects b4 blocks lol. top secret and confidential ahaha.
and next week is math week! sorry hongxin for being uncooperative during your announcement, but the chance was too good to pass up lol. and you still owe me a meal for getting into SMTP (though there was no doubt you'd get in. imba math and science lol).
looking forward to NEQuest. not only for the prize money, its going to be really fun. i hope. and our PW grp hasnt fixed the topic yet! oh noes!!! must work harder hor. right now im waiting for everyone to come online (hopefully) so we can get started.
looking forward (hopefully) to tmr. whee~
ahaha fac outing was great fun ytd. really enjoyed it.
but i reached home at like 11:53 pm. thanks to 173 taking 10 min longer than usual to prepare. resulting in me getting a mild flu. going to sleep immediately after this to make sure i can go sch tmr.
funny drinking game by jason. haha. lucky he didnt have to tank the whole jug of sprite, or i guess he'll have been poisoned. and probably killed due to his stomach exploding from the massive amounts of CO2 he must have consumed. lol.
all in all a really great day. though i must say that the food and prizes weren't really worth the $18, the memories and pictures were far, far, far worth the effort.
forgot to take my camera yesterday. awww~
but i reached home at like 11:53 pm. thanks to 173 taking 10 min longer than usual to prepare. resulting in me getting a mild flu. going to sleep immediately after this to make sure i can go sch tmr.
funny drinking game by jason. haha. lucky he didnt have to tank the whole jug of sprite, or i guess he'll have been poisoned. and probably killed due to his stomach exploding from the massive amounts of CO2 he must have consumed. lol.
all in all a really great day. though i must say that the food and prizes weren't really worth the $18, the memories and pictures were far, far, far worth the effort.
forgot to take my camera yesterday. awww~
Saturday, April 19, 2008
with like 5 hrs remaining to fac outing, im feeling friggin bored.
stuck on math, stuck on phyiscs, stuck on chem.. aka stuck everywhere. and theres no-one online who can help me D:
and i hate skipping questions, which is probably why my progress sucks. hate to leave blank spaces which may become overcrowded due to extra long solutions: not that my natural work is any neater.
anyway i need to control my computer time. i just find myself reaching for the mouse every time i stop working. damn.
seriously i get distracted easily. too easily perhaps. is this a sign of computer addiction? haha. xy says the bg music doesnt fit the skin. does it have to? lol it may spoil the effect and all that, but it doesnt really matter, does it?
im so weak in my academics, its unbelievable. i guess GP is my only redeeming point, but all the rest is just crap. at the rate im going, i think im going to get wiped out at blocks. guess june hols is the only time for me to catch up before its too late. ah well.
stuck on math, stuck on phyiscs, stuck on chem.. aka stuck everywhere. and theres no-one online who can help me D:
and i hate skipping questions, which is probably why my progress sucks. hate to leave blank spaces which may become overcrowded due to extra long solutions: not that my natural work is any neater.
anyway i need to control my computer time. i just find myself reaching for the mouse every time i stop working. damn.
seriously i get distracted easily. too easily perhaps. is this a sign of computer addiction? haha. xy says the bg music doesnt fit the skin. does it have to? lol it may spoil the effect and all that, but it doesnt really matter, does it?
im so weak in my academics, its unbelievable. i guess GP is my only redeeming point, but all the rest is just crap. at the rate im going, i think im going to get wiped out at blocks. guess june hols is the only time for me to catch up before its too late. ah well.
Friday, April 18, 2008
its another lazy saturday.
with all teh various concerts coming up, all the ensembles are piaing like mad alrdy.
but too bad i've got huang cheng and can't attend most, if not all of the concerts. paiseh hor, all. esp. since u all came huangcheng support wahaha.
i feel quite happy with my progress. i wanna win! woohoo.
tmr's fac outing =D more fun and laughter. yay. but mingyang's watermelon is gone! looks like daqi has to make 1 more ahaha.
my slashed hand is healing well too. i guess i can write normally after another week i think. pia pia pia. ahaha i feel so motivated again.
even though i failed my math. i think i'm happier now. since i know i've got to work harder. haha.
remember the promise.
with all teh various concerts coming up, all the ensembles are piaing like mad alrdy.
but too bad i've got huang cheng and can't attend most, if not all of the concerts. paiseh hor, all. esp. since u all came huangcheng support wahaha.
i feel quite happy with my progress. i wanna win! woohoo.
tmr's fac outing =D more fun and laughter. yay. but mingyang's watermelon is gone! looks like daqi has to make 1 more ahaha.
my slashed hand is healing well too. i guess i can write normally after another week i think. pia pia pia. ahaha i feel so motivated again.
even though i failed my math. i think i'm happier now. since i know i've got to work harder. haha.
remember the promise.
Thursday, April 17, 2008
i've had it with failures.
personally im fine failing everything and being an absolute, total failure in life: unless no-one is affected.
however, if by not working to the best of my ability leads to me hurting others, i'd seriously better doing everything better.
last year i did pretty well: guess it got to my head. didn't really consider the 15% ace, 10% OP which i pretty much maxed out: 25% is a lot a lot of points.
now in JC things are different; no more ACE, no more OP to save me now. seriously things had better start getting back on track.
its high time i got some good results to satisfy myself, satisfy my parents. sibling rivalry plays a pretty big role here too. can't afford to lose. don't want to lose. D: competitive me.
same for my parents. ahaha i've been hiding pretty alot from them. if i want to come clean, i'd better make some valid improvements before breaking the news. 3.7% out of a possible 10% is pretty low.
won't, can't let my parents down for all the effort they've been putting in: this is the final straw. its seriously time to get serious with my academics. i made a promise to myself this year, and i'm not about to break it.
promises are meant to be kept; not broken.
its time to get serious now.
personally im fine failing everything and being an absolute, total failure in life: unless no-one is affected.
however, if by not working to the best of my ability leads to me hurting others, i'd seriously better doing everything better.
last year i did pretty well: guess it got to my head. didn't really consider the 15% ace, 10% OP which i pretty much maxed out: 25% is a lot a lot of points.
now in JC things are different; no more ACE, no more OP to save me now. seriously things had better start getting back on track.
its high time i got some good results to satisfy myself, satisfy my parents. sibling rivalry plays a pretty big role here too. can't afford to lose. don't want to lose. D: competitive me.
same for my parents. ahaha i've been hiding pretty alot from them. if i want to come clean, i'd better make some valid improvements before breaking the news. 3.7% out of a possible 10% is pretty low.
won't, can't let my parents down for all the effort they've been putting in: this is the final straw. its seriously time to get serious with my academics. i made a promise to myself this year, and i'm not about to break it.
promises are meant to be kept; not broken.
its time to get serious now.
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
tired from reaching home.
quite discouraged by my progress @ sch. can't seem to do any tutorials: better resort to expert help. lol. seriously i don't understand why i don't understand. i listen in lectures what. (i think). is the problem with me not working hard enough? mrs tam hinting to me that i didnt do too well in math too. oh no...
dont wanna screw my jc up.. im having fun but then i really dont wanna do badly in my academics. sigh.
should have signed up for peer tutoring. damn it ahaha. hope vbc ends sooner so my bro can help me whoo ~
its another cca day: and i've got nothing to do. well not really, since i still gotta prepare an item for xiao huang cheng nxt nxt sat. blehh.
but im looking forward to fac outing ^^
more class bonding and more fun. ahaha i <3 63 now lol. don't regret not changing combi. though i very almost almost did. due to a stupid fluke in the isp system, im still here though. ahaha.
relaxing at home.. though its not really true r&r since theres this pressing sense of urgency at the back of my mind (probably the tutorials that are multiplying like mice behind my back)
oh well. SIGH.
quite discouraged by my progress @ sch. can't seem to do any tutorials: better resort to expert help. lol. seriously i don't understand why i don't understand. i listen in lectures what. (i think). is the problem with me not working hard enough? mrs tam hinting to me that i didnt do too well in math too. oh no...
dont wanna screw my jc up.. im having fun but then i really dont wanna do badly in my academics. sigh.
should have signed up for peer tutoring. damn it ahaha. hope vbc ends sooner so my bro can help me whoo ~
its another cca day: and i've got nothing to do. well not really, since i still gotta prepare an item for xiao huang cheng nxt nxt sat. blehh.
but im looking forward to fac outing ^^
more class bonding and more fun. ahaha i <3 63 now lol. don't regret not changing combi. though i very almost almost did. due to a stupid fluke in the isp system, im still here though. ahaha.
relaxing at home.. though its not really true r&r since theres this pressing sense of urgency at the back of my mind (probably the tutorials that are multiplying like mice behind my back)
oh well. SIGH.
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
just woke up from blissful sleep. lol sleeping is seriously the best way to use time now haha.
almost fell prey to sloth: i felt like sleeping through dinner and the subsequent nite all the way to the next morning. but thanks to my super self control (and the fact that i know i'll get killed if i continue to sleep) i woke up and went to eat.
the food revived me a bit, at least i can think abit now. but my hand super suan. wonder if its because of the sleep or what: writing CSC tonite is going to be hell. another excuse to prolong submission? perhaps, but since liu was so nice to lend me her dvd; i should at least try not to hand in TOO late right. sigh, i guess i'll write 1 more point and go to sleep.
didnt see chenwo at sch today. but didnt notice her until after chem tutorial (which is essentially after our school day ended) psps hor. too groggy throughout the whole day for me to notice anything. everything just seemed to pass by in a blurry haze.
i think i'll try to sleep at like 9+ or at least please please before 10 tonite. then i can recharge and handle tmr! but im looking forward cos wed's potato day! and cos its the shortest day in our whole week. unfortunately the whole week heads downwards here: until 4pm for thurs and fri. and a grand total of 1/2 hr break on fri! wow. i thought mrs tam said she'd do something about it?
i must try to focus more on lectures. esp integration and thermodynamics. supposedly (fine actually) they're pretty important. i dont wish to repeat history by sleeping thru lectures. my math is dying cos of that: im totally clueless about graphing techniques, inequalities. must focus!
keyboard went haywire for a while there, my arrow keys and home end etc were reversed. sigh.
heck go pia csc. i'll blog if i have time. PLEASE TAG so i know im not talking to a wall. though it doesn't really matter if i am: i'd just rather some interaction. haha.
almost fell prey to sloth: i felt like sleeping through dinner and the subsequent nite all the way to the next morning. but thanks to my super self control (and the fact that i know i'll get killed if i continue to sleep) i woke up and went to eat.
the food revived me a bit, at least i can think abit now. but my hand super suan. wonder if its because of the sleep or what: writing CSC tonite is going to be hell. another excuse to prolong submission? perhaps, but since liu was so nice to lend me her dvd; i should at least try not to hand in TOO late right. sigh, i guess i'll write 1 more point and go to sleep.
didnt see chenwo at sch today. but didnt notice her until after chem tutorial (which is essentially after our school day ended) psps hor. too groggy throughout the whole day for me to notice anything. everything just seemed to pass by in a blurry haze.
i think i'll try to sleep at like 9+ or at least please please before 10 tonite. then i can recharge and handle tmr! but im looking forward cos wed's potato day! and cos its the shortest day in our whole week. unfortunately the whole week heads downwards here: until 4pm for thurs and fri. and a grand total of 1/2 hr break on fri! wow. i thought mrs tam said she'd do something about it?
i must try to focus more on lectures. esp integration and thermodynamics. supposedly (fine actually) they're pretty important. i dont wish to repeat history by sleeping thru lectures. my math is dying cos of that: im totally clueless about graphing techniques, inequalities. must focus!
keyboard went haywire for a while there, my arrow keys and home end etc were reversed. sigh.
heck go pia csc. i'll blog if i have time. PLEASE TAG so i know im not talking to a wall. though it doesn't really matter if i am: i'd just rather some interaction. haha.
even after the intensive chionging of sbq last nite, i failed to complete it in the end. eventually, when i found that i re-wrote the same sentence twice, i thus concluded that productivity has tended towards zero, and hence sleep was required.
apparently it wasn't enough. usually i can take chem tutorials pretty well... even though i usually end up drained and tired after each one. but for some reason i gave in to temptation today and took a nap. lol, apparently i had quite a good one (slept for 1/2 hrs, took lijie and xiaoyao a few hits to wake me. haha but i didn't feel anything.. hope you didn't hit too hard xD) for the first time, i feel energized after chem tutorial! ahaha.
somehow my csc grade has gone from an S to a D. amazing. but for others its from C to A. i guess its only fair right? haha. so now i have BEDD lol. and yulin pwned me for GP D: 95% to 97%, 49 to 21. 2% of the cohort = 28 ppl it appears. must work harder. yulin watch out hahaha.
got quite badly injured by mingyang today. horsing around as usual, playing tug-of-war with this fool-scap i stapled. eventually he ripped it out of my hands, ripping this hole at my thumb joint, causing quite a bad laceration at the base of my palm. used our gg plasters to fix it. haha see these plasters are useful k. but now i need to restock on plasters in my wallet. considering my tendency to get injuries quite often.
i shall give in once again and go take a nap. will have to chiong finish (b) for the csc tutorial tonite, pia finish forces tutorial, and pray pray pray that i do reasonably well ( please! a pass (C or better please) is all i need. PLEASE.
oh and pw too. if not i'll get punished :< evil chensi. (the horror of no food!) see i won't forget ok? i'll get it done..after csc haha
catch y'all later
apparently it wasn't enough. usually i can take chem tutorials pretty well... even though i usually end up drained and tired after each one. but for some reason i gave in to temptation today and took a nap. lol, apparently i had quite a good one (slept for 1/2 hrs, took lijie and xiaoyao a few hits to wake me. haha but i didn't feel anything.. hope you didn't hit too hard xD) for the first time, i feel energized after chem tutorial! ahaha.
somehow my csc grade has gone from an S to a D. amazing. but for others its from C to A. i guess its only fair right? haha. so now i have BEDD lol. and yulin pwned me for GP D: 95% to 97%, 49 to 21. 2% of the cohort = 28 ppl it appears. must work harder. yulin watch out hahaha.
got quite badly injured by mingyang today. horsing around as usual, playing tug-of-war with this fool-scap i stapled. eventually he ripped it out of my hands, ripping this hole at my thumb joint, causing quite a bad laceration at the base of my palm. used our gg plasters to fix it. haha see these plasters are useful k. but now i need to restock on plasters in my wallet. considering my tendency to get injuries quite often.
i shall give in once again and go take a nap. will have to chiong finish (b) for the csc tutorial tonite, pia finish forces tutorial, and pray pray pray that i do reasonably well ( please! a pass (C or better please) is all i need. PLEASE.
oh and pw too. if not i'll get punished :< evil chensi. (the horror of no food!) see i won't forget ok? i'll get it done..after csc haha
catch y'all later
Monday, April 14, 2008
next week i'll change the bg track to a jap song. no more ares '07 haha.
chiong chiong chiong csc sbq.
and i thought IHC / IHE was the end of SBQ >.<
apparently it was wishful thinking D:
awwww.
chiong chiong chiong csc sbq.
and i thought IHC / IHE was the end of SBQ >.<
apparently it was wishful thinking D:
awwww.
wahaha im back to my active self.
apparently being in the cheerful jc environment does that to someone. however, based on csc's 物极必反, i can thus conclude that there are thus tests (esp. math lecture tests) to balance things out.
kena shock today when i discovered that theres actually 63 ppl reading my blog. must be more careful about what i post. lest i get killed (or even worse, starved to death! oh the horror~)
today's math test wasnt very good. quite a mega understatement there. considering i couldnt even do the first question ahhhh. 10% sia. dangerous lor. tt means i had better pawn promos, blocks, and the next lecture test. funnily enough, i found graphing fine today. it was inequalities and differentiation that murdered me.will be getting back on wed. pray hard for me that i pass reasonably well please. (since its a prayer, might as well aim higher right? haha)
have to do my csc sbq D: but i guess it should be quite fine. no research required...right? hope its not hidden somewhere in their answer scheme
[有加额外资料：六分] or something like that. haha
today accidentally dao mengyun at bus stop. hahaha sorry but i didnt notice you (thats what i was trying to say with that mouthful of ice) psps hor.
reach home and it started raining. lucky me. :D wasn't in the rain.
wah seh i feel so relaxed. cos the tutorials havent reached danger level yet. close, but not there yet. first, project group must settle our project first.
now, i shall dedicate this paragraph to our project work grp. omgwthbbqpwnzor we own lol. i'll try to help in order to ensure we don't form the core team of that 2%. sorry will, must help. if not our food i/c might revolt! :< mass famine and starvation of 63 (though there's no doubt that paopao will be most affected. after all, thats his main food source lol)
must go stock up on biscuits. esp meiji salty biscuits :D before the prices sky rocket. must..do..csc..
bwahaha im happy again! lol moodswings sia.
apparently being in the cheerful jc environment does that to someone. however, based on csc's 物极必反, i can thus conclude that there are thus tests (esp. math lecture tests) to balance things out.
kena shock today when i discovered that theres actually 63 ppl reading my blog. must be more careful about what i post. lest i get killed (or even worse, starved to death! oh the horror~)
today's math test wasnt very good. quite a mega understatement there. considering i couldnt even do the first question ahhhh. 10% sia. dangerous lor. tt means i had better pawn promos, blocks, and the next lecture test. funnily enough, i found graphing fine today. it was inequalities and differentiation that murdered me.will be getting back on wed. pray hard for me that i pass reasonably well please. (since its a prayer, might as well aim higher right? haha)
have to do my csc sbq D: but i guess it should be quite fine. no research required...right? hope its not hidden somewhere in their answer scheme
[有加额外资料：六分] or something like that. haha
today accidentally dao mengyun at bus stop. hahaha sorry but i didnt notice you (thats what i was trying to say with that mouthful of ice) psps hor.
reach home and it started raining. lucky me. :D wasn't in the rain.
wah seh i feel so relaxed. cos the tutorials havent reached danger level yet. close, but not there yet. first, project group must settle our project first.
now, i shall dedicate this paragraph to our project work grp. omgwthbbqpwnzor we own lol. i'll try to help in order to ensure we don't form the core team of that 2%. sorry will, must help. if not our food i/c might revolt! :< mass famine and starvation of 63 (though there's no doubt that paopao will be most affected. after all, thats his main food source lol)
must go stock up on biscuits. esp meiji salty biscuits :D before the prices sky rocket. must..do..csc..
bwahaha im happy again! lol moodswings sia.
Sunday, April 13, 2008
the test that takes up 5% of final year grade is tmr!
and i can't do anything about it. simply cant get down to studying. damn it ahhhh
gotta return my library books and cut my hair. that leaves precious little for catching up on graphing n revising inequality. i think differentiation will be fine... cept graphing which will probably kill me.
just have to hope and pray hard not too many graphing qns come out tmr. hate translation D:
a term's passed already. how time flies huh. then it'll be time for a's then ns. sometimes i wonder what my future will be like after 10 years or something.
will friendships be lost? bonds broken? hopefully not. haha but i guess no-one can tell what's going to happen in the future.
really hope i can do well. but chances are i can't. seriously too little practice alrdy. lol huangcheng's got me lagging in the previous few topics. must try to catch up. even though its really painful to mug sometimes. sighh
.:Edit:. Checked my results on ISP. Apparently they spell a word! lol B (GP) E(Phy) D(Chem) S(CSC) haha random lol
fits my blog. perhaps i should make a blog with the theme insane. then i'll get AAAA lmao
randomness when you're depressed.
and i can't do anything about it. simply cant get down to studying. damn it ahhhh
gotta return my library books and cut my hair. that leaves precious little for catching up on graphing n revising inequality. i think differentiation will be fine... cept graphing which will probably kill me.
just have to hope and pray hard not too many graphing qns come out tmr. hate translation D:
a term's passed already. how time flies huh. then it'll be time for a's then ns. sometimes i wonder what my future will be like after 10 years or something.
will friendships be lost? bonds broken? hopefully not. haha but i guess no-one can tell what's going to happen in the future.
really hope i can do well. but chances are i can't. seriously too little practice alrdy. lol huangcheng's got me lagging in the previous few topics. must try to catch up. even though its really painful to mug sometimes. sighh
.:Edit:. Checked my results on ISP. Apparently they spell a word! lol B (GP) E(Phy) D(Chem) S(CSC) haha random lol
fits my blog. perhaps i should make a blog with the theme insane. then i'll get AAAA lmao
randomness when you're depressed.
Saturday, April 12, 2008
orange, luminous flames are relatively warm. however, they need air to function. touch it, and you feel its heat. warm and pretty, i can spend alot of time watching them flicker. so unpredictable and random. but they're unstable too. easily snuffed out by a gust of wind. not much use for heating anything though.
blue, non luminous flames use the same amount of gas as orange luminous flames. but they're so hot that it's almost cold when you touch them. They're also invisible and hard to notice. Incredibly stable, they don't go out easily. really effective for heating.
can't afford to lose focus now.
i guess it's better to be a blue flame now. considering what situation i'm in, i have to start toning down and get down to work. no more hyper-ness. best to keep my head down and start studying. must be depression taking hold of me again. ah well better to sit it through and start studying. so don't be shocked if i look sad / quiet / emo in school. oh noes.
....
sighh its going to be a boring year.
blue, non luminous flames use the same amount of gas as orange luminous flames. but they're so hot that it's almost cold when you touch them. They're also invisible and hard to notice. Incredibly stable, they don't go out easily. really effective for heating.
can't afford to lose focus now.
i guess it's better to be a blue flame now. considering what situation i'm in, i have to start toning down and get down to work. no more hyper-ness. best to keep my head down and start studying. must be depression taking hold of me again. ah well better to sit it through and start studying. so don't be shocked if i look sad / quiet / emo in school. oh noes.
....
sighh its going to be a boring year.
Friday, April 11, 2008
... while everyone's out for cca, i'm at home slacking.
though there's this unpleasant nagging feeling that there's something left undone.
which is probably that math lecture test looming next monday! (oh noes)
i want to do my homework. but somehow i can't pick up my pen. sometimes doing work is as easy as picking up a feather; other times (like now) i cant find the motivation to do anything. work included.
can't stop. gotta keep moving.
its like falling asleep in the middle of a snowfield: once you stop, you know you won't be getting up again.
if i lose the momentum now, it'll be almost impossible to survive the rest of jc. can't stop. gotta keep moving.
at the start of the year, when i joined huangcheng. i wondered why there were so few J2 seniors left. after all, isn't huangcheng a massive project with hundreds involved?
now, i realise why. people are leaving in droves, once the curtain closes, a mass exodus occurs.
personally, im already doubting my decision to stay. what's going on here?
perhaps there isnt that bonded spirit in huangcheng that comes from spending session after session after session with your team mates. its as if there's no renewal after huangcheng ends, the curtain falls. i guess this is where the journey ends for many.
perhaps this is where huangcheng fails: the journey seems to end just as the curtain falls. people don't see a future anymore in remaining in huangcheng. thus they go for other more worthy pursuits like music, dance, sports, etc. anything where they can keep working, keep doing stuff together as a team.
ah well. im not going to stop. i'll just have to find alternatives to keep me occupied then.
must keep moving.
though there's this unpleasant nagging feeling that there's something left undone.
which is probably that math lecture test looming next monday! (oh noes)
i want to do my homework. but somehow i can't pick up my pen. sometimes doing work is as easy as picking up a feather; other times (like now) i cant find the motivation to do anything. work included.
can't stop. gotta keep moving.
its like falling asleep in the middle of a snowfield: once you stop, you know you won't be getting up again.
if i lose the momentum now, it'll be almost impossible to survive the rest of jc. can't stop. gotta keep moving.
at the start of the year, when i joined huangcheng. i wondered why there were so few J2 seniors left. after all, isn't huangcheng a massive project with hundreds involved?
now, i realise why. people are leaving in droves, once the curtain closes, a mass exodus occurs.
personally, im already doubting my decision to stay. what's going on here?
perhaps there isnt that bonded spirit in huangcheng that comes from spending session after session after session with your team mates. its as if there's no renewal after huangcheng ends, the curtain falls. i guess this is where the journey ends for many.
perhaps this is where huangcheng fails: the journey seems to end just as the curtain falls. people don't see a future anymore in remaining in huangcheng. thus they go for other more worthy pursuits like music, dance, sports, etc. anything where they can keep working, keep doing stuff together as a team.
ah well. im not going to stop. i'll just have to find alternatives to keep me occupied then.
must keep moving.
Thursday, April 10, 2008
wa sian today in sch after chem prac started piaing hw.
then. just as i was about to go home, it started pouring >.<
wonder what's with the freak weather this april. must be because of global warming. it seems to be raining so much and so heavily recently. the future looks bleak D:
can't seem to focus anymore. cannot do anything right recently. i guess its cos of paopao's negative influence on me (joking la). but brings me back to the fact that chem lectures are EXTREMELY boring recently. I guess with the exception of some teachers, men suck at lecturing at chem D: (overgeneralisation, but yeah.) teacher's aura just puts one to sleep. perfect cure for insomnia IMO.
must focus.. haha otherwise my maths lecture test is going to go the same way as my physics D:
tmr's finally PIP day! wahahaha its bridge building time!
was spying on jason's group. got some nice ideas. thanks jason and co :D
lol today PW groupings are out. wonder how my group is going to get anything going. haha chances are nothing's going to get moving until someone blows up. hopefully it wont be targetted at me.
ok must pia my new PI. no time to waste!
then. just as i was about to go home, it started pouring >.<
wonder what's with the freak weather this april. must be because of global warming. it seems to be raining so much and so heavily recently. the future looks bleak D:
can't seem to focus anymore. cannot do anything right recently. i guess its cos of paopao's negative influence on me (joking la). but brings me back to the fact that chem lectures are EXTREMELY boring recently. I guess with the exception of some teachers, men suck at lecturing at chem D: (overgeneralisation, but yeah.) teacher's aura just puts one to sleep. perfect cure for insomnia IMO.
must focus.. haha otherwise my maths lecture test is going to go the same way as my physics D:
tmr's finally PIP day! wahahaha its bridge building time!
was spying on jason's group. got some nice ideas. thanks jason and co :D
lol today PW groupings are out. wonder how my group is going to get anything going. haha chances are nothing's going to get moving until someone blows up. hopefully it wont be targetted at me.
ok must pia my new PI. no time to waste!
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
decided to restart my blog :D
Hopefully I can sustain it, unlike my previous attempt. Somehow it's still there even after numerous attempts to get rid of it.
DON'T READ IT D: I'm different now. haha.
Instead, you can chat with me! ^_^
Or tag here.
Or tag at the class blog (http://08s63.blogspot.com/)
Or start doing that tutorial you've been putting off for so long.
...
bleh. must find direction! ahahha.
... i think im going insane. dont i wonder why.
today's been a really bad day D:
it all started in the morning. somehow i managed to cramp my left leg at like 6.20 in the morning. i wonder how im going to run 2.4 tmr.. but thats beside the point.
then when i got onto the bus, my bag hit this guy, and he gave me this murderous stare. which naturally got me riled up. thus, being the vengeful person i am, i was thinking of exquisite methods of torture for that guy. some of which thoughtfully provided by the greek gods of old (thanks dr. ross for the ideas :D)
somehow can't focus AT ALL at school. cant listen, cant work, cant do nothing. somemore its cca day, no-one to talk to at CT bench. so being the person i am, i went to src and played flight simulator. now i know how to fly a chopper properly without ppl like our beloved ACT screwing with the screen and shutting off my engine halfway :<
all in all, not a very good day. curses.
let tomorrow be better please.
please.
.:Edit:.
really irritating temple talk going on outside. its that time of year for the auction cum buffet held by some sort of temple. looks like another sleepless night D:
Hopefully I can sustain it, unlike my previous attempt. Somehow it's still there even after numerous attempts to get rid of it.
DON'T READ IT D: I'm different now. haha.
Instead, you can chat with me! ^_^
Or tag here.
Or tag at the class blog (http://08s63.blogspot.com/)
Or start doing that tutorial you've been putting off for so long.
...
bleh. must find direction! ahahha.
... i think im going insane. dont i wonder why.
today's been a really bad day D:
it all started in the morning. somehow i managed to cramp my left leg at like 6.20 in the morning. i wonder how im going to run 2.4 tmr.. but thats beside the point.
then when i got onto the bus, my bag hit this guy, and he gave me this murderous stare. which naturally got me riled up. thus, being the vengeful person i am, i was thinking of exquisite methods of torture for that guy. some of which thoughtfully provided by the greek gods of old (thanks dr. ross for the ideas :D)
somehow can't focus AT ALL at school. cant listen, cant work, cant do nothing. somemore its cca day, no-one to talk to at CT bench. so being the person i am, i went to src and played flight simulator. now i know how to fly a chopper properly without ppl like our beloved ACT screwing with the screen and shutting off my engine halfway :<
all in all, not a very good day. curses.
let tomorrow be better please.
please.
.:Edit:.
really irritating temple talk going on outside. its that time of year for the auction cum buffet held by some sort of temple. looks like another sleepless night D: