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19/07/1991 Cancer Keming Primary 1E 2EE 3A Nan Hua Primary 4F 5G 6G HCI High School Section 1J 2J 3K 4K HCI College Section OG 11 08S63 黄城夜韵2008 - 音响组 (完美升级) 戏剧营2008 - 组长 (玄武) 黄城夜韵2009 - 导督团 (我的爷爷爱吃牛肉面) A2212 T2208 L2103 Archives May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 Likes being out of camp suitable amounts of training being around the people i like Dislikes getting tekan for no reason :\ rushing to wait, waiting to rush Hopes to commission to ORD soon to live life to its fullest every day People to See PaoPao ShouKee XiaoYao YunHeng YiChen Nic Annie Jason Messages Credits Take a look at this & other blog designs @ Blogskins.com |
Sunday, November 30, 2008 ehehe. its sunday already. and the week ahead is packed. sigh. much much to do. more to dream for. i just hope things can go my way. sometimes is already enough. :) 当缘分已尽,放手,使我唯一的选择。 但是,梦,继续。 希望,也继续。 一切的一切。。。 是为了什么? Saturday, November 29, 2008 haven't posted in a while. haha time seems to pass in a flash! soon work mode will begin :( must find time to do some work though. bleh. .:Edit:. oh yay my music works again! -sporadically though D: Friday, November 21, 2008 yiren thought alot about lots of stuff today. though he's still quite confused about some things, he has pretty much got some things straightened out. and that's good, of course. however, he's dead beat and seriously super tired. so much so that he just wants to sleep. for preferably longer than 8 hours. heh. Thursday, November 20, 2008 an interesting discovery today. http://blog.studygrandmaster.com/ well i was looking through facebook groups.. and tada! haha its really quite enlightening. if you read it enough. i haven't. reading it once isn't enough for me to really absorb it. but even the first run was already hm. quite illuminating. useful, to say the least. should be helpful! and my bg music refuses to work :( thought of the day: i wish there's always an unlimited supply of hot water when showering :) .:Edit:. OMG 感动 my music works WAHAHAHA :> Wednesday, November 19, 2008 my webhosting service is still screwed :( so that means still no bg music. grarggh i must find a more reliable server. and it occurs to me that i haven't done productive. as expected. which signals the time to increase mental strength. determination! must...follow...through... and ensure i don't screw up next year. otherwise it'll be a hard fall. something i want to avoid at all costs. whatever. taking advantage of this 2 week break from huangcheng (not from 戏剧营 though) to relax. too much i think. moderation is necessary. which is why i must put myself through some pain to offset the total relaxation im feeling now. which will DEFINITELY lead to lethargy when the year begins. must shake it off! but then again its far easier to move my fingers on a keyboard than actually get my body moving. bleh i don't believe this. i actually must go torture myself for my own good. might as well try to enjoy it. okay. so. *shakes head* swim first. then go sort all the notes from this year *shivers*. swim at 3. 20 more minutes do do uh. random stuff then. i just hope i don't get too engrossed and totally forget about everything i need to do. perhaps i need a part time job. haha. will take that into consideration. OH YEAH I CAN GO TO THE LIBRARY RIGHT? haha haven't touched books (other then textbooks) for damn long. but i don want take bus there leh? waste $. perhaps i go eat lunch and camp there for the whole day lor. or walk there. smart idea. hahaha. Tuesday, November 18, 2008 its been ages since i last posted. probably because i've been fiddling with my file hosting service, trying to get my bg music back up again :( but sadly failing till now. so its a silent blog. for now. grr stupid unreliable service. but since its for free, i can't be expecting much right? better get on the move to look for an alternative ^^ Wednesday, November 12, 2008 a post! haha. just got back. and like omg i didnt know ulu pandan cc was so big? there's a theatrette apparently. shock for me. xD perhaps im just lag. watched something else. a play for kids. the name of the play is something else. seriously. haha though some parts were painfully corny, it was really quite good. the small kids were super high. haha. and the songs were well. reasonably good. though i think some jokes were too deep for the kids to understand la. anyway. on to revelations for the day! looked up to the sky recently? it just seems to me that people are really too preoccupied with the things around them. and their feet. to take notice of the sky. it always seems there, looking down. does it feel ignored? like you can look down on an entire town, city, country, and see nothing but hair. perhaps a face or two for a while. nothing much. does it get bored? okay enough philosophy. getting tired already. and my ulcer refuses to heal! D: Tuesday, November 11, 2008 haha and the day draws to a close again. i realise though that i haven't really been at home for the past few days. likely for the next few months. i rmb that some seniors told me that once huangcheng started, they were kinda treating their homes like hotels. just to sleep. and everything is pretty much chionged at school. i just hope that next year won't be as hectic as this hols. if not my grades are sure to suffer. should start studying? with SAFMC and all, i hope i have enough time. busy busy. to be more exact, should start getting busier busier. pressure is fine. i just hope it won't go over my head nxt yr. keke. i just hope i know what i'm doing. heh. Monday, November 10, 2008 keh its monday already (actually tuesday in 1 1/2 hrs) and my schedule is already crammed. bsp scholars flying off. well. soon. at least they can take a break. well i assume its a break. ... its a break la! no arguments there. haha but it's going to be packed days from dawn to dusk for me :( though since some *cough massive understatement cough* of the exco is made out of csc (scholar) students, things will be less intensive during the 2 weeks. though i have no doubt that the pace will pick up again once they return 2 weeks later. meanwhile. i shall um. try not to waste my time. a noble goal! i'd better not pick up any games this holiday. or else i will PERISH once term begins. addictions are hard to counter! for people with little self control like me. usually no self control. fine. no self control. so i will not. will not get started. (omg pirate class coming out! ahhh i want D:) late liao. walao no time to blog la. its been morning to school, night come back these few days. for the rest of this week. even school is less intensive can? but thats not to say i hate this. because its quite enjoyable. being occupied by something that seems more well. meaningful. oh i think i owe some ppl money :) hope i can see you guys before you go anywhere. end now. get a good rest. Sunday, November 9, 2008 will have to put off blogging to another date. i.e: tmr. since i just got home and im dead beat. again. oh and i want to post something on the class blog! haha look out for it! ^^ hm but anyway a mini update on my condition. currently suffering from an ulcer incoveniently (extremely) located near an incisor. PAIN. since im not the type to go rub salt in it or gargle listerine, i settled for an antiseptic which is pretty much a sweet anaesthetic that does nothing to help. at all. Saturday, November 8, 2008 today was quite a day. it was quite busy, and a number of things happened, but well. i don't really want to talk about it. not to say its boring, because it wasn't. just because i um well. am quite preoccupied with other things. have turned into an insomniac lately. can't seem to stabilise my sleeping patterns. i keep jolting awake and stuff. and this keeps me tired through the day. :( not to mention the fun is just beginning. so much waiting for me to do. or so much that i have to catch up to. i've been hearing alot, thinking alot these few days. started me thinking. about quite some things. which made me quite confused. abstract things like the hearts of people. and what people are after in life. depressing things. kinda. which i don't really want to think about. but it got quite intriguing once i started. perhaps there's too little to do over the weekend? no to put it more appropriately. too little of what i want to do over the weekend. ... actually i think that the events of today are really too interesting to go without mentioning. especially yang's play. tmr then. i'll do it tmr after the lecture. which may instantly spark more debate. thinking about what makes our lives tick. what decides whats good and bad. when is the time to do something. is there a simple algorithm, an answer to life? (don't give me 42. i'm not really a believer in hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy thanks. though its rather entertaining at times) perhaps. perhaps not. until then, i'll probably keep believing in fate. which is pretty much the only thing that holds our lives together now. i try believe in luck, destiny, and fate. do you? 一切。。 随缘吧。 Friday, November 7, 2008 um. im damn tired. so a amini post before i go shower and to sleep. firstly, my collar smells strongly of strepsils. don't ask why. secondly, i realised that luck is really really strange. sometimes i don't really get it if its a blessing or a curse. not for mere mortals to comprehend though. thirdly (omg this sounds like a pw ppt. does "firstly, profanities. secondly, glamorising of destructive behaviour. thirdly... need i go on? haha), one should not eat popcorn after buffet. a 2 1/2 buffet. seriously. nausea. bleh. though it got better...afterwards. haha. things were quite ok after that. though i don't feel quite good about the games la. :( not being unfair to fac com but i still think it was good. but certain contingencies could well. be avoided? i dont know. good job anyway. somehow i feel this bond movie was rather lacklustre. left me feeling quite 'what? its over?' after it ended. haha not high enough i suppose. no like diffusing a nuke in mid-air or something. and quantum of solace is quite a lame plan. haha. there's only money as a motivation. no evil thoughts like 'i want to blow up the world and create a utopia for all those who throw in with me' type of events. drought? oh well. but haha motor oil. nice touch. well i suppose theres always the final wit from bond before the end of the show. haha. 11pm already. i must wake up early tmr (again). AHHH somemore i must go for the sunday talk :( shucks. Wednesday, November 5, 2008 finally took my laptop down for maintainance. after a 2 hr wait, it was finally my turn. (the ticket they gave me mentioned a '65' minute wait) so i went there, sat down for about 15 min, told the guy that my speakers weren't working. then i was sent for a 2 hr walk. no not really. i went for lunch. then i came back. and now, my speakers work! happy! haha. so im at home now. (obviously) and it rained. again. seriously whats with the weather! i understand that its the rainy season and all... but does it really have to rain every single day?? looking forward to fac outing on friday. but before that, huangcheng on thurs. haha. will go swimming before that. whee~ till friday then! haha. Tuesday, November 4, 2008 yawn. perhaps being too free after pw is getting to me. lethargy sets in! i think i could probably do nothing else but sleep for the next 3 months. if there isn't this organisation known as huangcheng. shucks. haha. oh well. at least it keeps me occupied. sometimes too occupied, but thats beside the point. it'll take me a while to find focus again. but till then... i shall continue this blog. though no doubt it might be hard to get the momentum going again. oh and it just rained. so i can't go swim :( because the water is probably frigid now. so i'd rather stay warm and dry. for today at least. tmr is wednesday! is there anything to do tmr? ... don't think so. will look for some worthless pursuits to keep me occupied. until huangcheng meeting on thursday. PLEASE don't let it clash with fac outing :( i don't want to be forced to choose between the two. *frankly fac outing seems interestingg* anyone up for scrabble? haha |