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Monday, September 29, 2008
tsk its 4pm already. but it looks like its 5 or 6 already outside. its so dark cause of the rain.
i'll dao physics for a while and write abit. just to relax i guess.
okay. what to write about today...
ah.
inspiration from a thought i had when i was showering a while ago. um i vaguely remember during the fac head elections, junshyang asked the question:
'if me and tengseng were drowning, and you could only save one, who would you save?'
lianseng: i'll jump in and die together with you.
good to gain support, better for laughs. but thinking about it, is that really uh. what someone would do?
reminds me of the original question. if you, your wife, and your mother were on a ship. and the ship sank halfway. and you are holding 1 lifejacket, who would you save?
the most common answer is usually that 'i'll wait for that time to come before deciding'
the joys of procrastination. no need to deal with all the mental trauma now, especially when it may not even come to pass at all.
but if it were you, who would you save?
actually, thinking about it, there's another option. if you could sacrifice yourself to save both, would you?
in my opinion, its the least troubling (well for the person involved) way out. the most. cowardly route if you will. but of course i realise it takes a lot of bravery and courage for someone to make that choice. but i still think it has the least(?) toll for the choice-maker. can't confirm it, because i don't really know what'll happen if you make that choice. what lies on the other side of the veil?
its a way of avoiding survivor's guilt i suppose. but it shows how much you prize others above you. and subsequently how low to consider your value to be.
there are other factors like filial piety and all that stuff, but it'll be too complicated if i take that into account. so i'll take the slacker's route and disregard it altogether.
personally, i find the choice of self-sacrifice the lesser of the evils. if i had the choice, that is. though i probably wouldn't say the same if i had to be the one being rescued. haha. how hypocritical.
ho hum. this post has grown to quite a long one already.
there's just one full paper (and a half) left. ohoho then its chalet ♥ then sabbaticals ♥♥ then holidays ♥♥♥♥. (obviously omitted something. hm i wonder what)
i won't say much about math today. but for those who want to know, i think i (and probably am) am dead. enough said. lets move on.
so a year has gone by. well almost. and its not too long now before everyone parts ways again. i guess i'll post this again sometime next year? around this time, probably after a's. but i'll post it now anyway. its been a great year with everyone. despite some not-so-great moments, i seriously hope i can remember everyone. oh. wonderful idea. i shall edit the profile box and put something new! ^^ for the guy with the poor memory (me).
oh yes. and one last thing. don't worry, i know how to take care of myself. even if i may uh. be too helpful sometimes. gomen, gomen, (thats sorry) if i've caused you trouble. otherwise, don't reject a kind offer. looking a gift horse in the mouth is rude you know! okay kidding. haha.
i'll dao physics for a while and write abit. just to relax i guess.
okay. what to write about today...
ah.
inspiration from a thought i had when i was showering a while ago. um i vaguely remember during the fac head elections, junshyang asked the question:
'if me and tengseng were drowning, and you could only save one, who would you save?'
lianseng: i'll jump in and die together with you.
good to gain support, better for laughs. but thinking about it, is that really uh. what someone would do?
reminds me of the original question. if you, your wife, and your mother were on a ship. and the ship sank halfway. and you are holding 1 lifejacket, who would you save?
the most common answer is usually that 'i'll wait for that time to come before deciding'
the joys of procrastination. no need to deal with all the mental trauma now, especially when it may not even come to pass at all.
but if it were you, who would you save?
actually, thinking about it, there's another option. if you could sacrifice yourself to save both, would you?
in my opinion, its the least troubling (well for the person involved) way out. the most. cowardly route if you will. but of course i realise it takes a lot of bravery and courage for someone to make that choice. but i still think it has the least(?) toll for the choice-maker. can't confirm it, because i don't really know what'll happen if you make that choice. what lies on the other side of the veil?
its a way of avoiding survivor's guilt i suppose. but it shows how much you prize others above you. and subsequently how low to consider your value to be.
there are other factors like filial piety and all that stuff, but it'll be too complicated if i take that into account. so i'll take the slacker's route and disregard it altogether.
personally, i find the choice of self-sacrifice the lesser of the evils. if i had the choice, that is. though i probably wouldn't say the same if i had to be the one being rescued. haha. how hypocritical.
ho hum. this post has grown to quite a long one already.
there's just one full paper (and a half) left. ohoho then its chalet ♥ then sabbaticals ♥♥ then holidays ♥♥♥♥. (obviously omitted something. hm i wonder what)
i won't say much about math today. but for those who want to know, i think i (and probably am) am dead. enough said. lets move on.
so a year has gone by. well almost. and its not too long now before everyone parts ways again. i guess i'll post this again sometime next year? around this time, probably after a's. but i'll post it now anyway. its been a great year with everyone. despite some not-so-great moments, i seriously hope i can remember everyone. oh. wonderful idea. i shall edit the profile box and put something new! ^^ for the guy with the poor memory (me).
oh yes. and one last thing. don't worry, i know how to take care of myself. even if i may uh. be too helpful sometimes. gomen, gomen, (thats sorry) if i've caused you trouble. otherwise, don't reject a kind offer. looking a gift horse in the mouth is rude you know! okay kidding. haha.
Sunday, September 28, 2008
its been a day and a bit since i last blogged. haha adhering to blogging seems far easier than following study schedules. i wonder why.
2 1/2 rounds left. exactly halfway through! though i might want to add the the next 2 1/2 tests are uh. not exactly my favourites.
no actually they aren't at all.
and that was an understatement. oh well.
just 4 more days to something thats more relaxing. well less pressure anyway. can go play! haha. archery. though maybe computer gaming might have lost some of its appeal since i stopped a few weeks (or was it months? or years?) ago. no more addiction.
though i must say manga is still as appealing as ever ^^ not much time used, enjoyable. and best of all, it comes out once a week. limits the time used.
then there's facebook applications. and kingdom of loathing! you should try playing KoL if you want to have a look at all sorts of funny stuff. both logical and not. hilarious anyway. haha.
eat lunch. then study abit for math, perhaps read through abit of csc? i found that red book that i, no everyone had to buy for $13.50. its quite useful. lost and found. at least i found it before the end of this year so it at least has the slightest of use.
im going to burn it after a's. thats settled.
..or i could sell it to unsuspecting juniors. (before the teachers do anyway) omg scammer at heart. i feel so bad >.<
not really. haha.
2 1/2 rounds left. exactly halfway through! though i might want to add the the next 2 1/2 tests are uh. not exactly my favourites.
no actually they aren't at all.
and that was an understatement. oh well.
just 4 more days to something thats more relaxing. well less pressure anyway. can go play! haha. archery. though maybe computer gaming might have lost some of its appeal since i stopped a few weeks (or was it months? or years?) ago. no more addiction.
though i must say manga is still as appealing as ever ^^ not much time used, enjoyable. and best of all, it comes out once a week. limits the time used.
then there's facebook applications. and kingdom of loathing! you should try playing KoL if you want to have a look at all sorts of funny stuff. both logical and not. hilarious anyway. haha.
eat lunch. then study abit for math, perhaps read through abit of csc? i found that red book that i, no everyone had to buy for $13.50. its quite useful. lost and found. at least i found it before the end of this year so it at least has the slightest of use.
im going to burn it after a's. thats settled.
..or i could sell it to unsuspecting juniors. (before the teachers do anyway) omg scammer at heart. i feel so bad >.<
not really. haha.
Friday, September 26, 2008
yiren is feeling a little blue now. what with all the things that are happening. things are getting rather depressing here. :(
i think about has what just went by, and can't help but um. reconsider the rights and wrongs about the stuff i did.
well i know that hindsight is pretty much useless, but it supposedly helps future developments. in actual fact, it does help future developments.
so, i shall refrain from posting about how little i wrote for csc sbq, how i think i wrote out of point for gp, how i think im going to fail chem and the like.
so everyday i (referring to oneself in the third person is not appropriate. thats for royalty.) try to put on a brave smile and go to take my exams. and an open mind supposedly boosts your effectiveness!
well thats what i did uh. *thinks abit* 4, 5 yrs ago? to go through psle. but i guess times are different and substance must be obtained through studying. oh well.
round 2 1/2 over. exactly halfway through. though the fun is just beginning~
on a side note, i was thinking about background music. personally, i stop/pause/mute or whatever necessary to stop any background music for whatever site im surfing. that includes the class blog, this blog, whatever blog that has music.
but then, its always better to believe that someone's out there right? just like uh. there's probably someone in that wide, wide world who's probably thinking of you right now. though you probably aren't aware of his/her existence at the moment. perhaps for the rest of your life. who knows?
but well its a form of comforting self-delusions? can't be all too bad can it. haha.
anyway i was thinking quite a bit before i went to sleep (ooh look at the time its almost nine already). not very much was encouraging. imma in deep trouble now i think. but i don't have too much time to spare to make a long rambling post. sigh.
and some things are easier thought than said. or typed. even though this is supposedly a place to air all that choked up air inside, im kinda caught in a dilemma. to post? or not to post? i don't know what sort of impact it'll bring (if any). status quo isn't fine with me! but i don't want to risk screwing up my progress so far. grrgh. i wish i knew what to do.
but a kind word would be nice. ^^
i think about has what just went by, and can't help but um. reconsider the rights and wrongs about the stuff i did.
well i know that hindsight is pretty much useless, but it supposedly helps future developments. in actual fact, it does help future developments.
so, i shall refrain from posting about how little i wrote for csc sbq, how i think i wrote out of point for gp, how i think im going to fail chem and the like.
so everyday i (referring to oneself in the third person is not appropriate. thats for royalty.) try to put on a brave smile and go to take my exams. and an open mind supposedly boosts your effectiveness!
well thats what i did uh. *thinks abit* 4, 5 yrs ago? to go through psle. but i guess times are different and substance must be obtained through studying. oh well.
round 2 1/2 over. exactly halfway through. though the fun is just beginning~
on a side note, i was thinking about background music. personally, i stop/pause/mute or whatever necessary to stop any background music for whatever site im surfing. that includes the class blog, this blog, whatever blog that has music.
but then, its always better to believe that someone's out there right? just like uh. there's probably someone in that wide, wide world who's probably thinking of you right now. though you probably aren't aware of his/her existence at the moment. perhaps for the rest of your life. who knows?
but well its a form of comforting self-delusions? can't be all too bad can it. haha.
anyway i was thinking quite a bit before i went to sleep (ooh look at the time its almost nine already). not very much was encouraging. imma in deep trouble now i think. but i don't have too much time to spare to make a long rambling post. sigh.
and some things are easier thought than said. or typed. even though this is supposedly a place to air all that choked up air inside, im kinda caught in a dilemma. to post? or not to post? i don't know what sort of impact it'll bring (if any). status quo isn't fine with me! but i don't want to risk screwing up my progress so far. grrgh. i wish i knew what to do.
but a kind word would be nice. ^^
Thursday, September 25, 2008
strange dream last night. i wonder if its true. >.<
will try not to focus too much on it. otherwise i'll just get more and more distracted. perhaps after promos i'll go figure out what it means exactly.
since im on the topic of dreams...
i was flipping through my old readers digest (yes i have far, far too much time on my hands. and a really horrible lackadaisical (omg long word) attitude. ) and i found this interesting article on dreaming.
one part which i found particularly intriguing is on lucid *literally, conscious* dreaming.
oh man im constantly being disrupted since theres someone at home servicing the air-con. but i'll battle on! haha. pun not intended.
oh well. um its really about being aware that you're dreaming, while dreaming. go figure.
so technically you can control what goes on. because its your dream after all. hm stuff like. you want to fly. so you believe you can fly (because you're in a dream) and you can fly! tada. something like that.
running out of time. eat lunch then go read up abit on the rubrics for sbq. and clear up chem. SIGH.
just abit more! :]
will try not to focus too much on it. otherwise i'll just get more and more distracted. perhaps after promos i'll go figure out what it means exactly.
since im on the topic of dreams...
i was flipping through my old readers digest (yes i have far, far too much time on my hands. and a really horrible lackadaisical (omg long word) attitude. ) and i found this interesting article on dreaming.
one part which i found particularly intriguing is on lucid *literally, conscious* dreaming.
oh man im constantly being disrupted since theres someone at home servicing the air-con. but i'll battle on! haha. pun not intended.
oh well. um its really about being aware that you're dreaming, while dreaming. go figure.
so technically you can control what goes on. because its your dream after all. hm stuff like. you want to fly. so you believe you can fly (because you're in a dream) and you can fly! tada. something like that.
running out of time. eat lunch then go read up abit on the rubrics for sbq. and clear up chem. SIGH.
just abit more! :]
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
oh haha round 1 is down!
and swiftly following after is chem + csc round 1. hahaha.
lets go lets go! hahaha.
now im quite high haha. makes me feel like taking psle again. (high school finals no kick) works better under pressure ^^ and pressure makes me feel alive. whee~
so although i was feeling kinda under the weather yesterday and in the morning, the ..
EDIT LATER
.:Edit:. because my brother wanted to play. so i had to cut this half-done post short and uh. leave him to it.
so i went to read a book. started from near the end (because i've read it before alot of times already. most of the books at home i've read so many times i can probably memorise it alrdy) and finished at what. 5.30? then somehow i drifted off to sleep and woke at 8pm.
and promptly started sniffling again. i though this happened once already yesterday? damn it.
oh i shall continue the post aboce. *above (sorry for sp. mistake. i don't use spellcheck usually xD) its an edit right?
... effects of the medicine still hadn't worn off completely apparently. so i was abit groggy after waking up.
...
well more groggy than usual. oh and i feel weak and lightheaded now too. oh man this sucks. though i must say that people taking econs have it worse than me. oh well. poor them xD
so its back to chem. though i want to go back to sleep NOW. it feels like someone has thrown sawdust in my eyes la. bleh.
and swiftly following after is chem + csc round 1. hahaha.
lets go lets go! hahaha.
now im quite high haha. makes me feel like taking psle again. (high school finals no kick) works better under pressure ^^ and pressure makes me feel alive. whee~
so although i was feeling kinda under the weather yesterday and in the morning, the ..
EDIT LATER
.:Edit:. because my brother wanted to play. so i had to cut this half-done post short and uh. leave him to it.
so i went to read a book. started from near the end (because i've read it before alot of times already. most of the books at home i've read so many times i can probably memorise it alrdy) and finished at what. 5.30? then somehow i drifted off to sleep and woke at 8pm.
and promptly started sniffling again. i though this happened once already yesterday? damn it.
oh i shall continue the post aboce. *above (sorry for sp. mistake. i don't use spellcheck usually xD) its an edit right?
... effects of the medicine still hadn't worn off completely apparently. so i was abit groggy after waking up.
...
well more groggy than usual. oh and i feel weak and lightheaded now too. oh man this sucks. though i must say that people taking econs have it worse than me. oh well. poor them xD
so its back to chem. though i want to go back to sleep NOW. it feels like someone has thrown sawdust in my eyes la. bleh.
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
mini post.
sian the weather is so blistering hot again.
and all it serves to do is to further agitate me by making me feel hot and sticky for most of the day.
and did i mention that heat makes people irritable and prone to flare ups?
and did i mention that heat makes people irritable and prone to flare ups?
and did i mention that heat makes people irritable and prone to flare ups?
and did i...
...
it gets old after a while.
ooh so hot. a mild autumn temperature would be good now :(
ARRGH MUST NOT PROCRASTINATE ANY FURTHER.
.:Edit:. ooh feeling sick. popped a pill and now feel very groggy. tmr still have to wake up at 6 for GP. walao..
makes me move like a zmobie. (spelling error intended. go wiki it :D or google it) haha.
sian the weather is so blistering hot again.
and all it serves to do is to further agitate me by making me feel hot and sticky for most of the day.
and did i mention that heat makes people irritable and prone to flare ups?
and did i mention that heat makes people irritable and prone to flare ups?
and did i mention that heat makes people irritable and prone to flare ups?
and did i...
...
it gets old after a while.
ooh so hot. a mild autumn temperature would be good now :(
ARRGH MUST NOT PROCRASTINATE ANY FURTHER.
.:Edit:. ooh feeling sick. popped a pill and now feel very groggy. tmr still have to wake up at 6 for GP. walao..
makes me move like a zmobie. (spelling error intended. go wiki it :D or google it) haha.
Sunday, September 21, 2008
hot, hot, hot.
going to sch tmr for consultation and study. i dont want eat 金鸡 again!!!
im super determined to thrash yichen for promos. bwahaha.
ok i chiong mug liao. MUST WIN! hahaha! :)
going to sch tmr for consultation and study. i dont want eat 金鸡 again!!!
im super determined to thrash yichen for promos. bwahaha.
ok i chiong mug liao. MUST WIN! hahaha! :)
Saturday, September 20, 2008
ahh its a hot lazy saturday afternoon. and i havent done any revision at all today.
in fact, its so hot that i moved to the living room with my laptop and proceeded to do a manner of useless (no not really. just non-study related) things. ah well.
take a break sometimes.
i just hope that im prepared enough and the price to pay for this relaxation isnt too serious.
please.
ahh. the breeze is good. benefits of living on the 8th storey. though im sure it'd be better higher.
although i wouldn't appreciate being up so high that the floor moves beneath my feet.
oh man. im not as prepared as i though for chem. though i thought finishing all the tutorials would be of use for organic chem.. i get stumped at the first question. walao eh.
ooh running out of battery power. signal to start work!
must find some chem questions to ask mr teo on monday too. whee.
its the final (of this year) stretch! haha chiong ah!
4.20. if i take an hour for dinner, sleep at 11, i have 5 1/2 hrs to study? haha perfect. ^^
alright. time to go. have fun everyone! :)
in fact, its so hot that i moved to the living room with my laptop and proceeded to do a manner of useless (no not really. just non-study related) things. ah well.
take a break sometimes.
i just hope that im prepared enough and the price to pay for this relaxation isnt too serious.
please.
ahh. the breeze is good. benefits of living on the 8th storey. though im sure it'd be better higher.
although i wouldn't appreciate being up so high that the floor moves beneath my feet.
oh man. im not as prepared as i though for chem. though i thought finishing all the tutorials would be of use for organic chem.. i get stumped at the first question. walao eh.
ooh running out of battery power. signal to start work!
must find some chem questions to ask mr teo on monday too. whee.
its the final (of this year) stretch! haha chiong ah!
4.20. if i take an hour for dinner, sleep at 11, i have 5 1/2 hrs to study? haha perfect. ^^
alright. time to go. have fun everyone! :)
Friday, September 19, 2008
oh its late already. but a short post before i go i suppose.
since i've hardly had the opportunity to post lately. chances are, the next long post will be after promos.
meanwhile, only short posts. perhaps slightly longer ones on weekends? but still have to get my priorities right.
haha i think preparations are coming along fine. i might be able to do quite well! don't shatter my hopes please, promos. haha.
its almost 12 already. and im feeling abit lightheaded. red wine seems to get stronger and stronger over time. not to mention im already bone tired from all the studying. sigh.
but promos are beginning in a week's time (not ending in 2 weeks) and i think there's so much more to do...
ah well. i'll try to manage as best as i can. and i hope everyone else can too! ^^
so drained. time to sleep then.
.:Edit:. oh yeah yeah i changed my bg music ^^ haha its a song edc used i think 2 yrs? or 1 yr? i think 2 yrs or 3 yrs ago for curtain call music :)
and i still have it in my playlist with some other songs. haha. i'll change it again..um... sometime soon. okay!
Thursday, September 18, 2008
aggh its 10:30 and i havent showered.
but i just came home (well an hour is just. right?) so i pardon myself :)
though sticky clothes is not comfortable. will go shower immediately after posting this.
it feels like all the blood vessels in my right arm have been shattered. cannot use strength at all. but volleyball is fun!
i dont mind shattering more blood vessels.
... as long as the damage isnt permanent. hahaha.
oho promos approach. hows everyone's studying? wishes you good luck! ^^
argh. shall go shower and sleep. its going to be another busy day tmr... keke!
but i just came home (well an hour is just. right?) so i pardon myself :)
though sticky clothes is not comfortable. will go shower immediately after posting this.
it feels like all the blood vessels in my right arm have been shattered. cannot use strength at all. but volleyball is fun!
i dont mind shattering more blood vessels.
... as long as the damage isnt permanent. hahaha.
oho promos approach. hows everyone's studying? wishes you good luck! ^^
argh. shall go shower and sleep. its going to be another busy day tmr... keke!
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
ooh the weather is really good today.
second best weather for sleeping (follows behind rainy days)
considering im not really feeling very well.. i think i'll take a nap today. then will continue to geng tmr and fri and sat and... you get the idea. until promos end.
must..tank...abit..more..
tired. go shower go sleep. then i have energy to study at nite. zzz.
second best weather for sleeping (follows behind rainy days)
considering im not really feeling very well.. i think i'll take a nap today. then will continue to geng tmr and fri and sat and... you get the idea. until promos end.
must..tank...abit..more..
tired. go shower go sleep. then i have energy to study at nite. zzz.
Monday, September 15, 2008
EYE PAIN!!
but besides that. the moon looks really really good tonight.
really good. gooder (no, the proper word here is better) than usual that is.
maybe its because its round tonight.
or that the sky is clear for once.
or that im bone weary tired and can't see straight.
perhaps this is a hallucination.
or maybe not.
whatever. im dead beat. sleep!!
zzz.
but besides that. the moon looks really really good tonight.
really good. gooder (no, the proper word here is better) than usual that is.
maybe its because its round tonight.
or that the sky is clear for once.
or that im bone weary tired and can't see straight.
perhaps this is a hallucination.
or maybe not.
whatever. im dead beat. sleep!!
zzz.
Sunday, September 14, 2008
sometimes i get lost and i wonder if the path i have taken is right.
after all, the grass always appears to be greener on the other side, does it not?
in any case, i'll probably never know what things would have been like if i had taken another path.
and so i can probably safely say that i'll do everything again even if i have another chance.
...
but since no-one knows what the future holds.. i think i'll take that back for the moment. haha.
oh yes. and i finally had my hair cut.
wth i think this is the same hair style as when i was 5 years old. rawr!
but at least it doesn't cover my eyes anymore. nor does it poke me in the neck when im trying to sleep.
i can't imagine having hair longer than shoulder length. i think my neck will burn. but things might be different. who knows? it might actually feel better than short hair.
not like im about to try it any time soon.
after all, the grass always appears to be greener on the other side, does it not?
in any case, i'll probably never know what things would have been like if i had taken another path.
and so i can probably safely say that i'll do everything again even if i have another chance.
...
but since no-one knows what the future holds.. i think i'll take that back for the moment. haha.
oh yes. and i finally had my hair cut.
wth i think this is the same hair style as when i was 5 years old. rawr!
but at least it doesn't cover my eyes anymore. nor does it poke me in the neck when im trying to sleep.
i can't imagine having hair longer than shoulder length. i think my neck will burn. but things might be different. who knows? it might actually feel better than short hair.
not like im about to try it any time soon.
Saturday, September 13, 2008
oh my its 1pm already.
and i just woke up (well properly got up) 1 hr ago. ahaha. but its saturday after all. and it was raining in the morning! so i forgive myself. haha.
facing trouble now from gp teachers over newsweek. haix. i wonder what to do now.
apparently its more well known than expected that more people don't have subscriptions as they actually claim.
things get awkward when $ is involved. its a known fact of life. one of the drawbacks of being a rep of any kind.
don't know what to do. if i had insisted from the start...
but its not worth thinking about that now. clutters the mind and blurs the goal that i should be aiming for.
how to reach a satisfactory conclusion?
i suppose i will send out a round of sms. sorry to bother everyone about this issue when it should be study time. *sigh*
troublesome troublesome. i hate messing with such issues. but someone has to do it right. haha.
so i will have to grit my teeth and get on with the nasty work. bleh. im sorry everyone!
and i just woke up (well properly got up) 1 hr ago. ahaha. but its saturday after all. and it was raining in the morning! so i forgive myself. haha.
facing trouble now from gp teachers over newsweek. haix. i wonder what to do now.
apparently its more well known than expected that more people don't have subscriptions as they actually claim.
things get awkward when $ is involved. its a known fact of life. one of the drawbacks of being a rep of any kind.
don't know what to do. if i had insisted from the start...
but its not worth thinking about that now. clutters the mind and blurs the goal that i should be aiming for.
how to reach a satisfactory conclusion?
i suppose i will send out a round of sms. sorry to bother everyone about this issue when it should be study time. *sigh*
troublesome troublesome. i hate messing with such issues. but someone has to do it right. haha.
so i will have to grit my teeth and get on with the nasty work. bleh. im sorry everyone!
Thursday, September 11, 2008
arrgh my stupid msn is blocking me from getting online.
what gateway failure. walao.
worse still, i donno how to fix ): looks like no msn tonight. and i wanted to ask around for physics spa D:
oh my. tmr is super day. haha. i think i will pia hw like crazy during csc ^^
and i still havent shower. wt. i will go shower after this. my hair is damn sticky after swimming.
okay not sticky. rough is a better description. but it still sticks!
uhm uhm. was reading the archives of the senior blog. haha i guess they were like us now. but all the stress and everything got to them. just as it will (might. hopefully not) to us.
esp since we have a *cough* lunwen coming up next year. no time for anything alrdy la. somemore a's are so darn important for IP people. why must a's mar everything up D:
then again. joy without sorrow is suspect right? haha.
oh yeah i was on the bus today. and overheard these um. slightly-younger-than-middle aged women talking on the bus. i assume its about primary school kids. well they were saying that the entire class has to go everywhere together. like the playground or whatever. and the people in front will wait for the people behind.
不要多，只要匀。on one hand it keeps people together. and it fosters camaraderie (okay. yiren admits to using spell check xD) but then. it keeps people from moving ahead. ahaha but i find nothing wrong with being average. as long as everyone is happy ^^
ahhh ITS 9 AND I HAVENT SHOWERED.
go shower. no delay. end post here :)
what gateway failure. walao.
worse still, i donno how to fix ): looks like no msn tonight. and i wanted to ask around for physics spa D:
oh my. tmr is super day. haha. i think i will pia hw like crazy during csc ^^
and i still havent shower. wt. i will go shower after this. my hair is damn sticky after swimming.
okay not sticky. rough is a better description. but it still sticks!
uhm uhm. was reading the archives of the senior blog. haha i guess they were like us now. but all the stress and everything got to them. just as it will (might. hopefully not) to us.
esp since we have a *cough* lunwen coming up next year. no time for anything alrdy la. somemore a's are so darn important for IP people. why must a's mar everything up D:
then again. joy without sorrow is suspect right? haha.
oh yeah i was on the bus today. and overheard these um. slightly-younger-than-middle aged women talking on the bus. i assume its about primary school kids. well they were saying that the entire class has to go everywhere together. like the playground or whatever. and the people in front will wait for the people behind.
不要多，只要匀。on one hand it keeps people together. and it fosters camaraderie (okay. yiren admits to using spell check xD) but then. it keeps people from moving ahead. ahaha but i find nothing wrong with being average. as long as everyone is happy ^^
ahhh ITS 9 AND I HAVENT SHOWERED.
go shower. no delay. end post here :)
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
so long since i last posted.
but i've been really tired recently. and i guess i simply couldn't work up the energy to start typing. oh well. a post (i have no idea as of yet how long its going to run) first. we'll see how thing go.
um okay. should i talk about exam stuff? no. i want to uh. talk about other things. which are not study related. yay.
hmm~ lets see.
ah a topic. okay here i go:
for those who have pets or whatever at home, i'm just curious. because my eel and fish have been behaving quite erratically recently. like banging against the tank? getting agitated? that kind of stuff. i think i'll google it later.
"animals behaving strangely recently"
could this be due to cern starting up its LHC today? if you wiki it, you'll find quite some interesting stuff there. like that there's a 1 in 50,000,000 (thats fifty million) chance that a global catastrophe (read: black hole. omg!) will occur. supposedly they're trying to re-create the big bang?
just like in the angels and demons (the book. note: yiren is not really appreciative of the book). just that there, cern has already completed the LHC and is testing it. subsequently creating antimatter that annihilates upon contact with matter. clean, super-efficient power source.
even so, i have my doubts that a black hole will occur.
its far more likely that the LHC will blow a giant crater in the face of the earth if it malfunctions imo.
if you would just wiki black holes..
yes i know. but wikipedia is (almost) omnipotent. i think the creators stumbled upon this killer idea.
so anyway. yiren's theory (not really i think i read it somewhere) is that they are formed by massive massive masses (no pun intended) severely distorting the fabric of space-time. creating such a deep rift that stuff just uh. falls in.
so i don't really see how you can do that by smashing particles. though it appears that the black holes formed (if any) are really small and cannot be sustained. they just vanish after some time.
reminds me of this children's book i was reading when i was young. its about this household. set quite in the distant future. where there's this boy who buys a pet. well something like a pet. but its not a dog or a cat or whatever. its a star. so supposedly it comes with this container where the star grows. and you put stuff in through a slot to feed it. and it grows and grows. so one day this boy feeds it so much that it implodes and becomes a black hole. and starts sucking everything up. so its actually quite a morbid ending.
but i agree totally with this comment i saw somewhere (and i think it is a perfect ending note):
chances are, the human civilisation will destroy itself long, long before any sort of black hole appears and devours earth.
haha decadence! (wiki that too xD)
but i've been really tired recently. and i guess i simply couldn't work up the energy to start typing. oh well. a post (i have no idea as of yet how long its going to run) first. we'll see how thing go.
um okay. should i talk about exam stuff? no. i want to uh. talk about other things. which are not study related. yay.
hmm~ lets see.
ah a topic. okay here i go:
for those who have pets or whatever at home, i'm just curious. because my eel and fish have been behaving quite erratically recently. like banging against the tank? getting agitated? that kind of stuff. i think i'll google it later.
"animals behaving strangely recently"
could this be due to cern starting up its LHC today? if you wiki it, you'll find quite some interesting stuff there. like that there's a 1 in 50,000,000 (thats fifty million) chance that a global catastrophe (read: black hole. omg!) will occur. supposedly they're trying to re-create the big bang?
just like in the angels and demons (the book. note: yiren is not really appreciative of the book). just that there, cern has already completed the LHC and is testing it. subsequently creating antimatter that annihilates upon contact with matter. clean, super-efficient power source.
even so, i have my doubts that a black hole will occur.
its far more likely that the LHC will blow a giant crater in the face of the earth if it malfunctions imo.
if you would just wiki black holes..
yes i know. but wikipedia is (almost) omnipotent. i think the creators stumbled upon this killer idea.
so anyway. yiren's theory (not really i think i read it somewhere) is that they are formed by massive massive masses (no pun intended) severely distorting the fabric of space-time. creating such a deep rift that stuff just uh. falls in.
so i don't really see how you can do that by smashing particles. though it appears that the black holes formed (if any) are really small and cannot be sustained. they just vanish after some time.
reminds me of this children's book i was reading when i was young. its about this household. set quite in the distant future. where there's this boy who buys a pet. well something like a pet. but its not a dog or a cat or whatever. its a star. so supposedly it comes with this container where the star grows. and you put stuff in through a slot to feed it. and it grows and grows. so one day this boy feeds it so much that it implodes and becomes a black hole. and starts sucking everything up. so its actually quite a morbid ending.
but i agree totally with this comment i saw somewhere (and i think it is a perfect ending note):
chances are, the human civilisation will destroy itself long, long before any sort of black hole appears and devours earth.
haha decadence! (wiki that too xD)
Monday, September 8, 2008
ah today is long post day :)
but i think my father took the laptop for maintainance. so im stuck with this slow PC. aww. there. so i can't take my laptop tmr ^^ for the sake of any pw member who reads this. more importantly, to avoid um. having to do unwilling things. haha.
well in any case, what to talk about.
oh yes. saturday. for people who saw me on saturday, good. now forget the image. for others who didn't, better. don't go look for it.
though i have a very bad feeling that its going up on class blog soon. not good.
okay hmm. another note. on flash cards. no particular reference to anybody, no discriminatory or derogative comments whatsoever. just a disclaimer.
okay. only can say: wow. i seriously wouldn't have the patience to do anything like that even if i had gone and bought those pre-cut vanguard slips. (yes they do exist) pro! haha.
i was thinking of taking sats this year. but i don't even have time to go through my standard work. let alone a giant book on various obscure words that most people have never seen in their entire life. after promos. then i'll reconsider if im prepared enough.
*stretches*
finished my sbq in school. though i highly doubt the quality and standard. sigh. now i think i'd better go through apgp, cos i don't understand anything at all.
hm today the words don't seem to flow as smoothly. and i thought i had something writable on the bus. oh well.
not-so-long post then. shall go shower and start revision. 2 weeks isn't much, when you haven't done anything. haha.
but i think my father took the laptop for maintainance. so im stuck with this slow PC. aww. there. so i can't take my laptop tmr ^^ for the sake of any pw member who reads this. more importantly, to avoid um. having to do unwilling things. haha.
well in any case, what to talk about.
oh yes. saturday. for people who saw me on saturday, good. now forget the image. for others who didn't, better. don't go look for it.
though i have a very bad feeling that its going up on class blog soon. not good.
okay hmm. another note. on flash cards. no particular reference to anybody, no discriminatory or derogative comments whatsoever. just a disclaimer.
okay. only can say: wow. i seriously wouldn't have the patience to do anything like that even if i had gone and bought those pre-cut vanguard slips. (yes they do exist) pro! haha.
i was thinking of taking sats this year. but i don't even have time to go through my standard work. let alone a giant book on various obscure words that most people have never seen in their entire life. after promos. then i'll reconsider if im prepared enough.
*stretches*
finished my sbq in school. though i highly doubt the quality and standard. sigh. now i think i'd better go through apgp, cos i don't understand anything at all.
hm today the words don't seem to flow as smoothly. and i thought i had something writable on the bus. oh well.
not-so-long post then. shall go shower and start revision. 2 weeks isn't much, when you haven't done anything. haha.
Sunday, September 7, 2008
mini post! ^^
will continue after i've completed part c. of csc sbq. haha :]
.:Edit:. yiren is not feeling well. additionally, he has yet to complete (c) even after sleeping for an hour to try and get rid of an irritating cold. so, no long post today :(
jiayou, work hard, but have an early night. school starts tomorrow!
will continue after i've completed part c. of csc sbq. haha :]
.:Edit:. yiren is not feeling well. additionally, he has yet to complete (c) even after sleeping for an hour to try and get rid of an irritating cold. so, no long post today :(
jiayou, work hard, but have an early night. school starts tomorrow!
Friday, September 5, 2008
special morning post! hehe.
im feeling kinda lost and confused this morning. but this is not the time! im running out of options too fast. not enough time. must make better use of time now.
not a good time to lose focus. notes and goals can only go so far in making me focus. so far: i.e not enough.
i don't think i'll have time to post tmr. since i have chinese soc stuff from 12 until after maf. so i guess its got to be a sunday post then. then school starts again! feeling rather confused about whether i should anticipate school beginning. but for now im actually quite apprehensive. for some reason.
oh and to add on to my previous post, manga and anime are also another form of escape for me i suppose. from the unbearable monotony of life. where all i have is music. which i suppose is kinda like a short story. like how every song seems to bring something out? but in a matter of minutes.
to try somethig new. to break routines and do what one wants. that's a dream that can't possibly be true, can it? because there's actually so many more complications and paths that we all have to follow. to keep not only us, but our society functional. because reality is far more harsh than what can ever be expressed in novels, manga, serials. so much more that sometimes i fear that i might gegt lost in that false reality that seems so much more alluring, so much more perfect. when one gets too used to seeing beauty, could it actually be possible that it then becomes impossible to turn your eyes back onto the flawed jewel that is reality?
although it may be possible to try and focus on the whole, beautiful parts of that jewel, the only thing keeping you from falling back. from turning back to that perfect, false reality, is the fact that it cannot be sustained. every story has its end. every manga its dramatic conclusion. that forces you back to this world, closes the door, forces you out of the banquet. pine as you might to re-enter that room, the door is sealed. it could be as wall-like as the walls to the left and right of any door. because you can't get in anymore.
re-reading that book, that manga will never be the same. and so i suppose it is true that most things in life. the first time is in fact the only time. because the subsequent experiences will never be as thrilling as the first. just like a theme park ride. the first time you go down that roller coaster track, the first time that you go through that drop. subsequent experiences will never be the same.
disillusionment.
to disappoint or embitter by leaving without illusion.
to prove that all you've been living in is a fantasy, a figment of your imagination.
to shatter.
yiren: i didnt know when it really started. when everything started to matter more. when everything meant so much more. now what am i to do?
im feeling kinda lost and confused this morning. but this is not the time! im running out of options too fast. not enough time. must make better use of time now.
not a good time to lose focus. notes and goals can only go so far in making me focus. so far: i.e not enough.
i don't think i'll have time to post tmr. since i have chinese soc stuff from 12 until after maf. so i guess its got to be a sunday post then. then school starts again! feeling rather confused about whether i should anticipate school beginning. but for now im actually quite apprehensive. for some reason.
oh and to add on to my previous post, manga and anime are also another form of escape for me i suppose. from the unbearable monotony of life. where all i have is music. which i suppose is kinda like a short story. like how every song seems to bring something out? but in a matter of minutes.
to try somethig new. to break routines and do what one wants. that's a dream that can't possibly be true, can it? because there's actually so many more complications and paths that we all have to follow. to keep not only us, but our society functional. because reality is far more harsh than what can ever be expressed in novels, manga, serials. so much more that sometimes i fear that i might gegt lost in that false reality that seems so much more alluring, so much more perfect. when one gets too used to seeing beauty, could it actually be possible that it then becomes impossible to turn your eyes back onto the flawed jewel that is reality?
although it may be possible to try and focus on the whole, beautiful parts of that jewel, the only thing keeping you from falling back. from turning back to that perfect, false reality, is the fact that it cannot be sustained. every story has its end. every manga its dramatic conclusion. that forces you back to this world, closes the door, forces you out of the banquet. pine as you might to re-enter that room, the door is sealed. it could be as wall-like as the walls to the left and right of any door. because you can't get in anymore.
re-reading that book, that manga will never be the same. and so i suppose it is true that most things in life. the first time is in fact the only time. because the subsequent experiences will never be as thrilling as the first. just like a theme park ride. the first time you go down that roller coaster track, the first time that you go through that drop. subsequent experiences will never be the same.
disillusionment.
to disappoint or embitter by leaving without illusion.
to prove that all you've been living in is a fantasy, a figment of your imagination.
to shatter.
yiren: i didnt know when it really started. when everything started to matter more. when everything meant so much more. now what am i to do?
Thursday, September 4, 2008
i used to think that it was really bad to be forgetful. because i often lose track of things, especially when theres so much going through my head. haha but then i realised that its not too bad after all. since everything seems new again. hence interesting. arrgh what am i writing (super lack of self confidence) but i shall continue tanking this text.
no i will restrain myself from calling it random and all those other derogative terms. so i will continue writing. yes.
okay what to talk about today. hmm..
ooh almost posted this on the class blog instead of here. haha.
but anyway, after a refreshing shower, i feel more inclined to chat. hehe.
ah okay. a short paragraph on chrome. apparently its this new browser that google is introducing. to takeover microsoft! wahaha.
not really. buts its supposed to be alot more convenient in terms of loading time and stuff. not to mention it can supposedly eliminate the use of microsoft office (which i have yet to obtain). yay.
end. okay what next ^^
talk about how my study break (haha its a giant oxymoron) went. inner debate going on on whether it would appear as overly ego.
but hell its my blog and i don't need to justify myself. so there.
*regrets instantly for typing um. not so refined stuff.*
but then i'd rather post what im thinking rather than continually censor stuff out so i can present a super good image. no point censoring and censoring and beautifying etc. until it becomes like some kind of model gp essay. haha. not to mention it will really make blogging super sian. and make this blog really really hard to maintain.
and it is by the way. but not to an unbearable degree. and i do reap benefits :) of what sort i'll leave it to you.
*forgets totally about talking about study break and goes off to talk about other stuff*
i guess maintaining a blog is something like uh. raising a pet. kinda. well not really. but you get the idea right. haha.
'cause when i was on my mega hiatus in sec 3 or 4, i thought there was really nothing to write about. and so i didnt want to like. post substandard stuff. that i wouldn't like to read. but now i've found out that i just have to keep trying. and at some point of time, the words will just flow. like now. haha.
awkward start initially, but at least im typing fluently now. like whatever comes to my mind appears in front. oh so magical! ~♥
oh no. bad effect. but shall battle on!
the end of the holidays approach. and im kinda anticipating school again. i wonder why ^^
in any case, there's only about slightly more than a year left. so i hope everyone can cherish everyone else more. haha.
oh yes, and i was watching this advertisement on tv. the leap years. you know? that movie? i think its some sort of love story. not the main point.
well the key thing about that movie is that the main characters, correct me if im wrong, made some sort of pact to meet every 4 years on 29th feb. which occurs once every 4 years.
i think 08s63 should meet every day. or every month at least. but life goes on. so perhaps yearly would be enough. haha.
*chnk. next topic*
i faintly remember that when i was young. my bro and sis and me would sob and whine everytime we were on the way back from holiday. well im long past the age of sobbing and tantrum-throwing already. but grr i still wish sometimes that some things can carry on forever. its this painful yearning like:
ahh i dont want to leave no no make time stop please i want to stay
and a whole lot of other stuff.
but now i look back and know that if time had really stopped there and i could lets say. stay at some theme park forever. i'll be missing out on so much more. like when i had uh. so much fun in korea that i wanted to stay forever. then i would have missed out on jc life and who knows what later on. of which alot will be just as or even more memorable than a korea trip.
so i want to make sure i make alot of pleasant memories here. while time lasts. because we all know that time is short. and there's no turning back.
oh and i suppose far worse than yearning for something that's already lost is yearning for something that has yet to, or may never come.
okay so some background. (wow this looks like a long post) i used to read like crazy in primary sch and lower sec. like every week 4 books of > 700 pages? trains your speed reading. but anyway.
i moved on to reading online novels. chinese ones. in upper sec. then i would keep reading chapter after chapter filled with text. and i would try to find completed novels. because i cant stand waiting for the writer of incomplete ones to come out with the next chapter one week later.
but in both cases, it would lead to this dreadful sense of loss at the end. something like a mild depression which would fade the following morning. for both the books and online novels, i would then try to find the next book in the series to keep on reading. alas, more often than not the online novels were one-shot pieces.
example. his majesty's dragon. thats a book i read. uh. 2 years? ago. i haven't been to the library in ages. i guess there are what. 5 books in the series now? though i've only read 3. because the 4th came out 2 years ago, and the 5th in hardcover in the US in july this year. don't think singapore libraries will stock up on them any time soon.
well its about a dragon called temeraire and his rider lawrence. its really quite a good read imo. you can wiki it for more info. to my great surprise, wiki has almost everything. gosh. i was (and still am) in awe.
background end. must stop digressing further. so right. that inexplicable sense of depression ostensibly comes from that wish to keep living someone elses life. watching someone else's story unfold. to escape from the sheer boredom of reality. thats for me la. and it really got abit too much sometimes. so much so that it was perhaps a blessing that all the crazy workloads and stuff put an end to my obsessive reading. so i could carry on with life in general.
time flies when one's obsessed. well it appears so. maybe i'll post again someday yiren's theorem on why time appears to fly when one's having fun. haha.
till next time then.
but somehow, i still feel that something is just..lacking. sigh.
no i will restrain myself from calling it random and all those other derogative terms. so i will continue writing. yes.
okay what to talk about today. hmm..
ooh almost posted this on the class blog instead of here. haha.
but anyway, after a refreshing shower, i feel more inclined to chat. hehe.
ah okay. a short paragraph on chrome. apparently its this new browser that google is introducing. to takeover microsoft! wahaha.
not really. buts its supposed to be alot more convenient in terms of loading time and stuff. not to mention it can supposedly eliminate the use of microsoft office (which i have yet to obtain). yay.
end. okay what next ^^
talk about how my study break (haha its a giant oxymoron) went. inner debate going on on whether it would appear as overly ego.
but hell its my blog and i don't need to justify myself. so there.
*regrets instantly for typing um. not so refined stuff.*
but then i'd rather post what im thinking rather than continually censor stuff out so i can present a super good image. no point censoring and censoring and beautifying etc. until it becomes like some kind of model gp essay. haha. not to mention it will really make blogging super sian. and make this blog really really hard to maintain.
and it is by the way. but not to an unbearable degree. and i do reap benefits :) of what sort i'll leave it to you.
*forgets totally about talking about study break and goes off to talk about other stuff*
i guess maintaining a blog is something like uh. raising a pet. kinda. well not really. but you get the idea right. haha.
'cause when i was on my mega hiatus in sec 3 or 4, i thought there was really nothing to write about. and so i didnt want to like. post substandard stuff. that i wouldn't like to read. but now i've found out that i just have to keep trying. and at some point of time, the words will just flow. like now. haha.
awkward start initially, but at least im typing fluently now. like whatever comes to my mind appears in front. oh so magical! ~♥
oh no. bad effect. but shall battle on!
the end of the holidays approach. and im kinda anticipating school again. i wonder why ^^
in any case, there's only about slightly more than a year left. so i hope everyone can cherish everyone else more. haha.
oh yes, and i was watching this advertisement on tv. the leap years. you know? that movie? i think its some sort of love story. not the main point.
well the key thing about that movie is that the main characters, correct me if im wrong, made some sort of pact to meet every 4 years on 29th feb. which occurs once every 4 years.
i think 08s63 should meet every day. or every month at least. but life goes on. so perhaps yearly would be enough. haha.
*chnk. next topic*
i faintly remember that when i was young. my bro and sis and me would sob and whine everytime we were on the way back from holiday. well im long past the age of sobbing and tantrum-throwing already. but grr i still wish sometimes that some things can carry on forever. its this painful yearning like:
ahh i dont want to leave no no make time stop please i want to stay
and a whole lot of other stuff.
but now i look back and know that if time had really stopped there and i could lets say. stay at some theme park forever. i'll be missing out on so much more. like when i had uh. so much fun in korea that i wanted to stay forever. then i would have missed out on jc life and who knows what later on. of which alot will be just as or even more memorable than a korea trip.
so i want to make sure i make alot of pleasant memories here. while time lasts. because we all know that time is short. and there's no turning back.
oh and i suppose far worse than yearning for something that's already lost is yearning for something that has yet to, or may never come.
okay so some background. (wow this looks like a long post) i used to read like crazy in primary sch and lower sec. like every week 4 books of > 700 pages? trains your speed reading. but anyway.
i moved on to reading online novels. chinese ones. in upper sec. then i would keep reading chapter after chapter filled with text. and i would try to find completed novels. because i cant stand waiting for the writer of incomplete ones to come out with the next chapter one week later.
but in both cases, it would lead to this dreadful sense of loss at the end. something like a mild depression which would fade the following morning. for both the books and online novels, i would then try to find the next book in the series to keep on reading. alas, more often than not the online novels were one-shot pieces.
example. his majesty's dragon. thats a book i read. uh. 2 years? ago. i haven't been to the library in ages. i guess there are what. 5 books in the series now? though i've only read 3. because the 4th came out 2 years ago, and the 5th in hardcover in the US in july this year. don't think singapore libraries will stock up on them any time soon.
well its about a dragon called temeraire and his rider lawrence. its really quite a good read imo. you can wiki it for more info. to my great surprise, wiki has almost everything. gosh. i was (and still am) in awe.
background end. must stop digressing further. so right. that inexplicable sense of depression ostensibly comes from that wish to keep living someone elses life. watching someone else's story unfold. to escape from the sheer boredom of reality. thats for me la. and it really got abit too much sometimes. so much so that it was perhaps a blessing that all the crazy workloads and stuff put an end to my obsessive reading. so i could carry on with life in general.
time flies when one's obsessed. well it appears so. maybe i'll post again someday yiren's theorem on why time appears to fly when one's having fun. haha.
till next time then.
but somehow, i still feel that something is just..lacking. sigh.
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
*big yawn*
woke up so early today. relatively that is. must have a good start to the day (i.e. sufficient sleep) what.
and its dark now. more importantly its raining! perfect for a nap~ pity i have other things to do.
though the weather is so good for sleeping..
anyway, it looks like an early dusk today. and a cold night. whee! haha. but the have to wake up quite early tmr. have to study hard. ^^
breaks are frequent and of reasonable length. i shall finish circular motion and then let myself take a break :) perfect.
still nothing much. other than perhaps this slight nagging feeling that im more relaxed than im supposed to be.
and i need to have my hair cut. grr cannot see sometimes and have to keep brushing it out of my eyes. (tempted to use hair clips but am barred for obvious reasons)
ooh the rain just got heavier. i feel more serious now. though the mood is so dark.. and can one be serious and relaxed at the same time? *yawns*
woke up so early today. relatively that is. must have a good start to the day (i.e. sufficient sleep) what.
and its dark now. more importantly its raining! perfect for a nap~ pity i have other things to do.
though the weather is so good for sleeping..
anyway, it looks like an early dusk today. and a cold night. whee! haha. but the have to wake up quite early tmr. have to study hard. ^^
breaks are frequent and of reasonable length. i shall finish circular motion and then let myself take a break :) perfect.
still nothing much. other than perhaps this slight nagging feeling that im more relaxed than im supposed to be.
and i need to have my hair cut. grr cannot see sometimes and have to keep brushing it out of my eyes. (tempted to use hair clips but am barred for obvious reasons)
ooh the rain just got heavier. i feel more serious now. though the mood is so dark.. and can one be serious and relaxed at the same time? *yawns*
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
not blogging so often. haha perhaps its because im super relaxed during the hols. no tutorials (gets bashed over the back of his head) no revision (gets bashed again) hahaha.
though i guess there are a few more days ^^ before the hectic revision starts again.
frankly i think i can pass though. but is that enough? xD
what to do what to do...
*wanders off in search of food*
though i guess there are a few more days ^^ before the hectic revision starts again.
frankly i think i can pass though. but is that enough? xD
what to do what to do...
*wanders off in search of food*