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19/07/1991 Cancer Keming Primary 1E 2EE 3A Nan Hua Primary 4F 5G 6G HCI High School Section 1J 2J 3K 4K HCI College Section OG 11 08S63 黄城夜韵2008 - 音响组 (完美升级) 戏剧营2008 - 组长 (玄武) 黄城夜韵2009 - 导督团 (我的爷爷爱吃牛肉面) A2212 T2208 L2103 Archives May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 Likes being out of camp suitable amounts of training being around the people i like Dislikes getting tekan for no reason :\ rushing to wait, waiting to rush Hopes to commission to ORD soon to live life to its fullest every day People to See PaoPao ShouKee XiaoYao YunHeng YiChen Nic Annie Jason Messages Credits Take a look at this & other blog designs @ Blogskins.com |
Monday, October 27, 2008 its been along time since i last posted. so much has happened since then. and yet, the time i decide to post, happens to be the time that im sick. yes im sick now *sniffles* i think im too heaty or something. lets hope i get better soon. back to pw. rush rush rush! Tuesday, October 14, 2008 busy busy busy busy. no time to talk! must get moving! haha. Saturday, October 11, 2008 haha open house was good ytd. floating around in the morning, tour-guiding (a bit) in the afternoon. and the generally carnival atmosphere was quite good. *looks around* its been what. 3 days since i last blogged. haha. perhaps i should have posted last night after finishing the script, but then i was too sleepy to think of anything else. and i realise how crappy my english standard is. at least for scrabble. i should go mug a dictionary. win me by like double my score? though my second game was better. haha. okay. enough about facebook. enjoying the peace and tranqulity post-promos. though i will raise an analogy of the past year. at the start of the year, everyone moved into a new neighbourhood. woohoo. it was a wide, empty plot of land. the sun was shining, the weather was fine. life, was good. but then everyone knew that a storm would approach in a year. so people started building their houses, fortifying their defenses, preparing for the oncoming storm. others, (me? perhaps) might have been too engrossed in the fine weather and games. down the year, the storm eventually came, and everyone hid downstairs. waiting for it to blow over. now, it's almost time to open up that cellar door and see if the house withstood the onslaught. i'm afraid that i might not be able to open the door and be trapped. and stuff is beginning to pile on again. 导督课,剧本, pw... haha. hopefully they'll be the least of my worries. meanwhile, to enjoy this time. while it lasts. Wednesday, October 8, 2008 the signs are appearing again. i've got this very ominous bad feeling. paranoia is sinking in. i hope things aren't going to turn out the same way again. once is enough please. i don't want to get hurt again. especially not now. pulse is unusually fast. not the kind of exhilarating-im-feeling-good kind of fast. more of the nervous-dont-know-whats-coming-next-super-afraid kind of fast. not good. please don't let anything happen. oh man. im damn frightened now. Tuesday, October 7, 2008 whoo. its kinda difficult to blog while playing. and with the fingers of my right hand quite swollen from all the excessive arrow-shooting today. ahh okay. so what was i thinking about. oh yes. um. so while trying *desperately* to balance blog and play, im going to take a long time to get this out. hope it's coherent at the end at least. alright. so on the bus right. i had nothing to do. so i was wondering about something queer. if you want someone to continue to dream big dreams? how do you say it? fine. maybe im just noob. but i was thinking originally that: keeping dreaming big. sounds strange rite. so i thought. and aha. to keep dreaming big. yup. problem solved. so on to the post proper. i think that people should keep dreaming big. although it may hurt really badly if you take it too far and start expecting success when it isn't yet confirmed. and fail. but after some time i realise that even for dreams. you need capital. you know? the basics. like if lets say you dream of swimming the english channel in the shortest time possible. you must at least know how to swim. but the line blurs for less tangible things. like, how exactly do you gauge your talent in a certain field? so many variables out there. its not a simple MCQ or anything anymore. things..get complicated. and sometimes, i wonder if i have the capital to keep dreaming. like, if i fail. im afraid i'll be crushed so badly i can't stand again. ... but thats on bad days. sad, depressing days. oh well. there are days when everyone feels blue and under the weather right. those days are quite um. dangerous? in a sense. though i find sleeping it off works good. chatting works fine too. ah whatever. must move away from depressing thoughts. focus on what's at hand! which is quite a lot. haha. Monday, October 6, 2008 vball is over. i had fun. period. no just joking. i'll talk somemore ^^ okay. so we went in noobs and came out exponents in the art of vball. (eww corny) anyway, that wasn't true. i think. but we improved to a certain extent. i can say that. its sabbaticals tmr! (ran out of things to say. quick! change topic!) but my legs feel damn sore. i wonder how im going to walk tmr. maybe should eat a panadol. cure-all! haha. oh man. short post today. perhaps there'll be something interesting to blog about tmr! looking forward to every day ahead. Sunday, October 5, 2008 haha i managed to complete my tasks! :) and now its volleyball tmr :)) lol more great fun. xD though i've never really touched a volleyball in my life. walao i might get addicted. but since we're probably going to get pwned by volleyball team players... might as well have fun rite. whee! ho hum. the weather is perfectly fine today, albeit a little on the hot side. ooh and i discovered that i can schedule posts! so like uh if i decide to go on holiday or something, the blog will auto publish for the rest of the time im on holiday. great rite! haha. so there'll never be an empty post. that is, if i decide to like write an extra 7 posts on what i predict im doing. which is not accurate at all. but an interesting function. i'll consider it if i go to a chalet again ^^ which i probably will. HAHA 4K chalet! more spirits please. and more games :D though it will be inconvenient without a driver *hint hint* just kidding. petrol is sky high now. im not so evil can? oh so school (well if that is considered school) begins on monday. hope our team doesnt get knocked out too quickly. but i'll bet it'll be a blast nonetheless. haven't changed my wallpaper for quite some time. i should. its getting boring. what theme to change to.. swim later perhaps. its so darn hot. haha. but i prefer hot and sunny to cold and rainy. unless i want to take a nap. ooh perfect. oh yes. after fos is sabbaticals! then uh. hm. ... pw? haha. im sure it'll be *cough* interesting. alright. short post today. mufufu. Saturday, October 4, 2008 fuu~ its over! and that's all that needs to be written really. now on with life. haha. stupid me. set a timer on the mrt (40 min) to wake me up when im about supposed to reach my stop. and lo and behold. i made it and didnt miss my stop on the mrt. then i boarded the bus in a semi conscious state. the seeds of disaster are spawned. (lol not so exaggerated la.) somewhere halfway along the journey, i vaguely remember alot of noisy people getting onto the bus. then i have this hazy impression of a sophisticated looking guy wearing black ear pieces staring back at them. then my next memory is of someone poking me awake at the bus interchange. massive time lapse. then i took the bus back and managed to stay awake till i reached home. then it was sleep until almost 8pm. ahaha its a post now before i go settle other things. i have pw to rush out by tonight. and a script to write from scratch. now, should it be priorities or sticking to your word? actually, it's no contest really. i'll figure something out somehow. bleh. but its not i really mind anyway. need something to keep me going. otherwise life'll be so boring. and i have sunday! not the point. but someone who can't keep their word can't be trusted. in order not to be hypocritical and apply double standards, naturally i must make sure that i can live up to my own standards before imposing them on anyone. my left hand hurts like hell when i try to twist it too far to the left. screws with my typing since im using a laptop. nvm. back to work! *twinge of pain from hand* |