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19/07/1991
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Friday, January 30, 2009
since i last posted, my flu has gotten better.
will not go into graphic detail.
it was very uncomfortable throughout though. especially in the mornings.
... apart from that, i somehow don't really feel good about going to school. its nothing about cca, still enjoy going for it, even till late into the evening. its more of being rather uncomfortable in a classroom environment. people around. perhaps its a temporary thing. perhaps its a phase.
hopefully it won't last long, in any case.
haha somehow heart > mind currently. must think rationally. even though it may be rather painful now.
plenty of time for all the other leisure stuff later.
though i hope that one chance isn't all i get, i kinda hope that more opportunities will come. they should, technically.
but then again, life doesn't always give you what you want. more often than not, it doesn't. personally, i don't trust in all the old sayings like "make lemon juice out of the lemons life gives you": you don't really have a choice. eat the lemon or make juice, it's the same thing.
that's probably why sometimes my steps are unsure, so unstable, even though it is certain that i probably won't be able to do a thing about certain facts in life. especially if it involves outside factors that i can't change.
cannot falter now. too much is at stake.
.... i just hope things will turn out for the best. better than it is now, in any case.
will not go into graphic detail.
it was very uncomfortable throughout though. especially in the mornings.
... apart from that, i somehow don't really feel good about going to school. its nothing about cca, still enjoy going for it, even till late into the evening. its more of being rather uncomfortable in a classroom environment. people around. perhaps its a temporary thing. perhaps its a phase.
hopefully it won't last long, in any case.
haha somehow heart > mind currently. must think rationally. even though it may be rather painful now.
plenty of time for all the other leisure stuff later.
though i hope that one chance isn't all i get, i kinda hope that more opportunities will come. they should, technically.
but then again, life doesn't always give you what you want. more often than not, it doesn't. personally, i don't trust in all the old sayings like "make lemon juice out of the lemons life gives you": you don't really have a choice. eat the lemon or make juice, it's the same thing.
that's probably why sometimes my steps are unsure, so unstable, even though it is certain that i probably won't be able to do a thing about certain facts in life. especially if it involves outside factors that i can't change.
cannot falter now. too much is at stake.
.... i just hope things will turn out for the best. better than it is now, in any case.
Sunday, January 25, 2009
....
down with a bad flu. running nose, cough, the works.
though i must say its better than ytd already. popped a few panadols.
zz which teaches one to take medicine when the symptoms start coming up.
aka having your nose turn into a running tap. wish i'd taken medicine then.
but anyway, things are clearing up. lack of water, rather heaty still. must drink more.
doesn't help that the night air is pretty dry. can see all the grass and plants withering away everywhere. is this how the world will end?!?! zomg.
if it's going to end, please end before i decide to start typing out my lunwen proposal. spare the the torture.
nah, just kidding. almost finish reading through the stack of research papers that my mentor gave me :)
its not really a stack, but the words are super small, something like this? haha.
i guess im ready to submit my first proper (emphasis on proper) proposal tmr.
must do it tmr. or i will have no time already.
still got so many tutorials. must not lag behind now.
doesn't help that i never feel like working when i'm sick. who does.
haha. i think i've run out (too tired to think, really) of stuff to type. so what's on the agenda for tmr?
1. definitely finish lunwen proposal and send it out. thank goodness for the information my mentor gave me. i can type something more presentable now :D
2. look at tutorials.
(a) physics. zzz i must consider seriously doing this. or at least revising last yr's topics and doing holiday hw.
(b) math. supposedly (fine it is, but i just dont get it) easy, vectors. i guess i'll manage somehow.
(c) gp. should be free frag la. if i can focus long enough to get it typed out.
(d) chem. must finish halogenal alkanes. if not i'm going to lag again when ionic equilibria gets distributed.
3. design a working aircraft. looking forward to this one :)
4. bug alvin on whatever he's supposed to be doing. hope i remember this one.
3 minutes or so and i'll head to sleep. im kinda bored now. stuffy nose. constricted breathing. screwed throat. continual coughing.
i can't breathe! zzz.
hope i can get some good rest. wants to eat 油条 tmr :D
so i must get well! (whatever the aim is.)
must be pragmatic. pragmatic. if not i'm going to be rather screwed this year.
k 1 minute left to burn (till hunter's horn)
will end it here. thus ends the 3-days-later post. nth much happened on pre-pre 除夕. unless you consider downing a sizable portion of brandy, eating bread dipper in REAL (damn buyer's dont appreciate the good stuff) cheese. and chocolate.
thinking back, no wonder i'm sick.
down with a bad flu. running nose, cough, the works.
though i must say its better than ytd already. popped a few panadols.
zz which teaches one to take medicine when the symptoms start coming up.
aka having your nose turn into a running tap. wish i'd taken medicine then.
but anyway, things are clearing up. lack of water, rather heaty still. must drink more.
doesn't help that the night air is pretty dry. can see all the grass and plants withering away everywhere. is this how the world will end?!?! zomg.
if it's going to end, please end before i decide to start typing out my lunwen proposal. spare the the torture.
nah, just kidding. almost finish reading through the stack of research papers that my mentor gave me :)
its not really a stack, but the words are super small, something like this? haha.
i guess im ready to submit my first proper (emphasis on proper) proposal tmr.
must do it tmr. or i will have no time already.
still got so many tutorials. must not lag behind now.
doesn't help that i never feel like working when i'm sick. who does.
haha. i think i've run out (too tired to think, really) of stuff to type. so what's on the agenda for tmr?
1. definitely finish lunwen proposal and send it out. thank goodness for the information my mentor gave me. i can type something more presentable now :D
2. look at tutorials.
(a) physics. zzz i must consider seriously doing this. or at least revising last yr's topics and doing holiday hw.
(b) math. supposedly (fine it is, but i just dont get it) easy, vectors. i guess i'll manage somehow.
(c) gp. should be free frag la. if i can focus long enough to get it typed out.
(d) chem. must finish halogenal alkanes. if not i'm going to lag again when ionic equilibria gets distributed.
3. design a working aircraft. looking forward to this one :)
4. bug alvin on whatever he's supposed to be doing. hope i remember this one.
3 minutes or so and i'll head to sleep. im kinda bored now. stuffy nose. constricted breathing. screwed throat. continual coughing.
i can't breathe! zzz.
hope i can get some good rest. wants to eat 油条 tmr :D
so i must get well! (whatever the aim is.)
must be pragmatic. pragmatic. if not i'm going to be rather screwed this year.
k 1 minute left to burn (till hunter's horn)
will end it here. thus ends the 3-days-later post. nth much happened on pre-pre 除夕. unless you consider downing a sizable portion of brandy, eating bread dipper in REAL (damn buyer's dont appreciate the good stuff) cheese. and chocolate.
thinking back, no wonder i'm sick.
Thursday, January 22, 2009
kehehe thats csc down.
next up: proposal >.<
do tmr. xD
sleep first. lawl.
next up: proposal >.<
do tmr. xD
sleep first. lawl.
Monday, January 19, 2009
like wth am i doing here >.<
back to csc! damn it.
back to csc! damn it.
Sunday, January 18, 2009
hah being the once-religious blogger, i shall post something here!
haha late (not really late anymore) nights are kinda becoming the norm.
eating chilli that used to be way over my tolerance level is fine too.
hmm changes. good changes i hope.
stupid computer crashed today and made me lose like half of my issues and ideas hw >.<
but i managed to re-complete it.
at the loss of quite abit of math revision time.
to be precise, almost all of math revision time.
as you can see, im far too distracted now to care about mathematical induction, summation, and functions.
damn. all thanks to facebook.
but anyway, i um. kinda think im ready? as long as i remember what i revised today.
and go in with a clear mind.
faith. thats right. faith. faith has brought me to J2! woo.
since im a damn slacker. better pick up the pace. having faith can't save a fail grade.
though i must say the psychological influences are numerous and significant...
*shakes head*
exit GP mode. rawr.
i think i wanna go sleep soon. no point sacrificing sleep for this.
better remember all the statements for mathematical induction though. don't want to get stumped halfway.
and i think i might need a new blogskin.
and a new bg track!
and a whole lot of self control.
haha. must quit rambling.
*is in actual fact waiting for his facebook games to cooldown*
must stop deceiving self!
*thinks back to halogenal alkanes tutorial >.<*
*and to physics*
thank goodness i've got GP out of the way once and for all.
*is reminded of csc essay and lunwen proposal*
*just feels like banging head on wall*
haha kidding. all in good time. i bet i can make it. :D
haha late (not really late anymore) nights are kinda becoming the norm.
eating chilli that used to be way over my tolerance level is fine too.
hmm changes. good changes i hope.
stupid computer crashed today and made me lose like half of my issues and ideas hw >.<
but i managed to re-complete it.
at the loss of quite abit of math revision time.
to be precise, almost all of math revision time.
as you can see, im far too distracted now to care about mathematical induction, summation, and functions.
damn. all thanks to facebook.
but anyway, i um. kinda think im ready? as long as i remember what i revised today.
and go in with a clear mind.
faith. thats right. faith. faith has brought me to J2! woo.
since im a damn slacker. better pick up the pace. having faith can't save a fail grade.
though i must say the psychological influences are numerous and significant...
*shakes head*
exit GP mode. rawr.
i think i wanna go sleep soon. no point sacrificing sleep for this.
better remember all the statements for mathematical induction though. don't want to get stumped halfway.
and i think i might need a new blogskin.
and a new bg track!
and a whole lot of self control.
haha. must quit rambling.
*is in actual fact waiting for his facebook games to cooldown*
must stop deceiving self!
*thinks back to halogenal alkanes tutorial >.<*
*and to physics*
thank goodness i've got GP out of the way once and for all.
*is reminded of csc essay and lunwen proposal*
*just feels like banging head on wall*
haha kidding. all in good time. i bet i can make it. :D
Thursday, January 15, 2009
apart from the seemingly random post yesterday, there's nothing much to say.
almost finished PnC tutorial (finally). so things that remain are:
- re-studying completely physics
*damn it. suddenly remembered math lecture test.
- studying S&S for math lecture test ._.
- issues and ideas
and that should be about it for the important and urgent things.
have a multitude of other important / urgent things, but will not note them down.
my typing seems to be deteriorating. constantly need to delete typed text >.<
oh damn it. addition to things to be done:
- csc essay >.<
arrgh.
things seem to be looking up (slightly).
and the end of the week approaches. whoo. what a week. school's actually started again.
that reminds me, anyone wants to buy a cinderella ticket worth $70 for $60? offer is only limited to students. stall tickets. if want, contact me.
haha interesting story behind it but never mind.
*wonders how long he can keep this pace up*
should hope i can sustain my momentum. don't want to run out of steam anytime soon.
not anytime before a's, thats for sure.
ahaha 全民最大党 is on now.
no time to watch it though. stumped by chem prac. left 3 more qns >.<
zzzz don't feel like doing anything tonight.
perhaps i'll just finish up the last few qns of PnC and have an early night.
perhaps put in abit of S&S revision too.
yeah. sounds good.
almost finished PnC tutorial (finally). so things that remain are:
- re-studying completely physics
*damn it. suddenly remembered math lecture test.
- studying S&S for math lecture test ._.
- issues and ideas
and that should be about it for the important and urgent things.
have a multitude of other important / urgent things, but will not note them down.
my typing seems to be deteriorating. constantly need to delete typed text >.<
oh damn it. addition to things to be done:
- csc essay >.<
arrgh.
things seem to be looking up (slightly).
and the end of the week approaches. whoo. what a week. school's actually started again.
that reminds me, anyone wants to buy a cinderella ticket worth $70 for $60? offer is only limited to students. stall tickets. if want, contact me.
haha interesting story behind it but never mind.
*wonders how long he can keep this pace up*
should hope i can sustain my momentum. don't want to run out of steam anytime soon.
not anytime before a's, thats for sure.
ahaha 全民最大党 is on now.
no time to watch it though. stumped by chem prac. left 3 more qns >.<
zzzz don't feel like doing anything tonight.
perhaps i'll just finish up the last few qns of PnC and have an early night.
perhaps put in abit of S&S revision too.
yeah. sounds good.
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
blades crossed, a fountain of sparks as steel grates on steel.
they leap apart, and then return to the fray.
clothes stained with blood, teetering on the edge of exhaustion.
and yet, they cannot stop.
for battle is their way of life.
they leap apart, and then return to the fray.
clothes stained with blood, teetering on the edge of exhaustion.
and yet, they cannot stop.
for battle is their way of life.
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
one day, when that memory ceases to have power over me, i will be free.
Monday, January 12, 2009
its day 1! ahaha.
lets see how things go this year. :D
quite hopeful though.
but dead beat. perhaps its the dregs of flu coming back. the horror!
therefore. an early night.
lets see how things go this year. :D
quite hopeful though.
but dead beat. perhaps its the dregs of flu coming back. the horror!
therefore. an early night.
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
本以为老早就想得开了。。
。。但是为什么至今还被困扰着？
。。但是为什么至今还被困扰着？
Monday, January 5, 2009
*whines*
must be that time of year again. the wind is chilly, the night looks pitch dark (probably because all the sec + pri sch ppl are sleeping early since sch has started), and im all riled up about homework.
hah i'll fire up myself tmr!
*looks at the massive pile of stuff from my drawer that's preventing the room door from closing*
so ironic. huangcheng and hw. huangcheng is the lesser of the two evils. oh well.
nvmnvm. must work hard for next year.
haha feeling quite confused now. but can't really sense it amidst this haze of bleariness. tired tired.
perhaps sleeping soon will cure this confusion. hmm..
don't really know but personally, im\ dont think im ready to face the new year (the new school year). got alot of commitments, alot of studies, alot of relationships (hey normal ones okay. dont 想入非非), alot of tangles to sort out.
no doubt, it'll be a busy year.
will not let matters of the heart -> 私事 get in the way of anything next year. not in the way of mugging, not in the way of huangcheng. nothing.
survival is priority next year. primarily for huangcheng. of similar significance (more actually) is A's.
walao why must mug?!?!
sadly its a fate that everyone has to undergo.
so i'm all geared up. though i dont feel ready at all. nvm. things should turn out well. should turn out well.
so sad that although im supposed to be able to blog about all sorts of secrets and stuff here. i still must maintain a level of self control.
some things can't be written down.
some can only be said.
some can't even be said.
damn. just happens to be the stuff that you can't say which you most want to say.
but that's just life i suppose.
questioning purpose and all that doesn't seem to have a use for now. since i don't really know where i'm going.
to a certain extent i do have a rough gauge of whats going on, but it isn't clear as of yet.
therefore, im going to avoid entering into anything serious or permanent for now. will wait till after NS. when i have more freedom and am hopefully more mature to tackle issues.
meanwhile, its a painful wait.
but all the way! i'll get there someday. like how i got here.
we'll just have to see how things turn out.
must be that time of year again. the wind is chilly, the night looks pitch dark (probably because all the sec + pri sch ppl are sleeping early since sch has started), and im all riled up about homework.
hah i'll fire up myself tmr!
*looks at the massive pile of stuff from my drawer that's preventing the room door from closing*
so ironic. huangcheng and hw. huangcheng is the lesser of the two evils. oh well.
nvmnvm. must work hard for next year.
haha feeling quite confused now. but can't really sense it amidst this haze of bleariness. tired tired.
perhaps sleeping soon will cure this confusion. hmm..
don't really know but personally, im\ dont think im ready to face the new year (the new school year). got alot of commitments, alot of studies, alot of relationships (hey normal ones okay. dont 想入非非), alot of tangles to sort out.
no doubt, it'll be a busy year.
will not let matters of the heart -> 私事 get in the way of anything next year. not in the way of mugging, not in the way of huangcheng. nothing.
survival is priority next year. primarily for huangcheng. of similar significance (more actually) is A's.
walao why must mug?!?!
sadly its a fate that everyone has to undergo.
so i'm all geared up. though i dont feel ready at all. nvm. things should turn out well. should turn out well.
so sad that although im supposed to be able to blog about all sorts of secrets and stuff here. i still must maintain a level of self control.
some things can't be written down.
some can only be said.
some can't even be said.
damn. just happens to be the stuff that you can't say which you most want to say.
but that's just life i suppose.
questioning purpose and all that doesn't seem to have a use for now. since i don't really know where i'm going.
to a certain extent i do have a rough gauge of whats going on, but it isn't clear as of yet.
therefore, im going to avoid entering into anything serious or permanent for now. will wait till after NS. when i have more freedom and am hopefully more mature to tackle issues.
meanwhile, its a painful wait.
but all the way! i'll get there someday. like how i got here.
we'll just have to see how things turn out.
Saturday, January 3, 2009
haha its 2009!
a new start.
and a reminder of how much i have to get done before school re-opens.
nvm move away from unpleasant reminders of homework.
*turns and comes face to face with a pile of dusty notes and papers*
...
*turns away and resumes typing*
haha its been a busy hols. unfortunately not in terms of homework.
am i more in tune with myself this new year? perhaps.
am i going to change this year? maybe.
have i made any headway with homework? hell no.
feeling confident for the year ahead? helll yeahhh.
^^ supposedly looking forward to sch re-opening? though i've been around sch for most of the hols anyway.
that happens every year anyway. but this year there's an extra 2 (well almost) weeks of holiday! if it weren't this year, i'd probably be addicted to some random game.
instead, im bushed from huangcheng. doesn't matter. like it. haha. and that's all that matters, isn't it?
in any case, better get some productive (in terms of parents) stuff done so that i don't lag behind too badly next year.
bleh why does this have to end with studies?
because its bloody important. thats why. no matter what anyone says.
a new start.
and a reminder of how much i have to get done before school re-opens.
nvm move away from unpleasant reminders of homework.
*turns and comes face to face with a pile of dusty notes and papers*
...
*turns away and resumes typing*
haha its been a busy hols. unfortunately not in terms of homework.
am i more in tune with myself this new year? perhaps.
am i going to change this year? maybe.
have i made any headway with homework? hell no.
feeling confident for the year ahead? helll yeahhh.
^^ supposedly looking forward to sch re-opening? though i've been around sch for most of the hols anyway.
that happens every year anyway. but this year there's an extra 2 (well almost) weeks of holiday! if it weren't this year, i'd probably be addicted to some random game.
instead, im bushed from huangcheng. doesn't matter. like it. haha. and that's all that matters, isn't it?
in any case, better get some productive (in terms of parents) stuff done so that i don't lag behind too badly next year.
bleh why does this have to end with studies?
because its bloody important. thats why. no matter what anyone says.