three more hours till the rest of the wing books in.

to be frank, i've got alot alot of things to do; field pack should technically have been ready an hour ago, bookout bag still unpacked, boots still caked with mud etc etc.

but haiz, i can't really be bothered to leave my room now, especially since there's a hot drink and music by me. perhaps i should just sleep till the wing books in ._.

i guess i'm writing this probably because i just realised that service term is ending in less than a month, and everyone'll be leaving tango wing for good, probably, hopefully. please don't stay as a permstaff here k? oh, and that scorpion king is over. good luck delta and foxtrot, pray it doesn't rain as much for you as it did for us. but just so you guys know (if you see this), the weather forecast for us was sunny/light showers. and it poured till we were miserable and brown. if im not wrong its showers/heavy rain for you guys? good luck and see you back in safti :)

i don't really want to leave safti, what with the red-bricked grounds (relative to other camps in singapore), but if i stay, i think it'll probably be gg, and i'll join the ranks of the permstaff soon enough. so no, i guess i must leave for my own good. not that i have a choice but anyway...

so all i have left to look forward to is 3x more IPPTs, platoon live firing, social night, and 1x graduation march. soon we'll be seeing the next batch of cadets coming in too. i wonder if i'll get to see them? or will i leave first. hmm.

life's hardly been easy the past three months, but then again, i'm a third through already. from my wing itself, 4 people ooc already, got a few more almost on the verge. keep surviving, keep surviving.

the week timetable not out yet; i actually hope there's RT on sat. morning this week, so i can drop by mr tan's wedding (crash! whahaha) on the way out from safti. somemore in appropriate attire, who knows who i might see there? if got no classmates there it'll be kinda awkward hahaha :\

1 high key in the next 2 weeks, then 1 more the week after, then we (hopefully) get to FO (fall out) from safti already :) though i heard that up to 20 people going inf this time. but better inf than ce i suppose.

aiya, no hope of a relaxed life in cadet phase la. unless i suppose you're a tankee? but with 300 degrees eyesight i suppose no hope alr. if i go armor, its armored inf anw. haiz. but we'll see, we'll see.

the corridor is damned dirty and smelly. plt. 2, if you see this, you guys are going to do a proper cleaning tmr morning. if anyone falls in late for book in later... bwahaha. oh, and if you guys didn't know, we're duty platoon on 21st Jul; so watch it if you don't want to be doing stores. but i suppose everyone'll be so high by then that we won't really care, will we?

being in army (and esp. ocs) has pretty much made me appreciate weekends far, far more. ironically, its making me more of a spendthrift too =.= since what's the point of not spending if you're only out of camp for an average of 24 hrs anyway? no time to be grinding levels anymore (though i still make an effort to, when i'm not sleeping bwahaha), so i guess my quality of life's improved?

takeaways; well the most obvious one would probably be the 10kg after bmt; weight's remained pretty constant at 66 after than already. okay la, fitter already, but i guess things could only go uphill after entering ns right. i remember while doing night navex with my detail, we were chatting about where we'd be without ns. most of us would probably be working, or prepping for uni, or hanging out. hoho, i'd be 90kg probably. uh, appreciating hot water at home more? a luxury i enjoy a couple of times a week. but to be fair, cold water's pretty refreshing as well.

yes, i'm lying to myself. so what.

ah whatever. i still haven't done anything productive related to campwear and stuff. aka all the stuff i mentioned earlier are still undone.

but seriously, i don't care. i'll take a nap now till my buddy books in, then i'll see again whether i'm in the mood to do anything relevant. lethargy ftw. lucky i had a heavy lunch, so i don't need to bookout for dinner. rt was quite jialat because of that though. time to head down to the gift shop for some stuff. i always spending far more than i should there =.=