huangcheng peeps aren't excused from research symposium on saturday. okay, thats fine, elections can still be postponed. but guitar? don't they have to perform that day at night? all that extra time should be used to practice more, focus themselves, in order to do their best that night.

... really feel sad. wish them the best of luck for their performance 2 days from now. of course, hopefully they can be excused too, so that they can at least try their best to practice for their performance that night.

today was chem spa. had quite a bit of time at the end, even though i took quite long to get the proper 7.00g of iron(II)sulphate salt. oh wells. hope i didn't screw up accuracy at the cost of speed.

feeling quite sad though. if you think you didn't really perform up to standards today, relax a bit and give yourself a chance. makes me feel depressed to see others sad D:

yes, it's the first paper of a's. yes, it does have a weightage in our a'level results at the end of j2. yes, it's important. but please please try to give yourself a chance, have a brighter outlook on life. of course not telling you to overlook everything and relax totally, but hope you can get over such unhappiness soon. makes others uncomfortable to see someone sad you know. so try to cheer up k? haha.

btw, guys are capable of feeling hurt you know. just that we (with me as example haha. sounds so zilian rite? lolx) usually keep it inside, try to motivate yourself. just that sometimes it backfires and leads to depression. either that or i adopt this insane couldn't care less attitude (which is NOT. repeat not what i'm adopting now) which will inevitably result in failure unless i wake up. haha. well i know what's wrong with me now, don't have the motivation to change. guess i need a really really hard knock to get things started. like failing blocks for example. or promos. which will definitely hurt alot. alot alot alot. so i hope i can get motivated without these unecessasry 'starters'.

don't want to end a happy day on a sad note. haha so feel happy people! and live life happy. jc life won't come again you know. don't want to regret anything. don't wanna waste a day, an hour, a minute moping away.

live happy. :D