orange, luminous flames are relatively warm. however, they need air to function. touch it, and you feel its heat. warm and pretty, i can spend alot of time watching them flicker. so unpredictable and random. but they're unstable too. easily snuffed out by a gust of wind. not much use for heating anything though.

blue, non luminous flames use the same amount of gas as orange luminous flames. but they're so hot that it's almost cold when you touch them. They're also invisible and hard to notice. Incredibly stable, they don't go out easily. really effective for heating.

can't afford to lose focus now.

i guess it's better to be a blue flame now. considering what situation i'm in, i have to start toning down and get down to work. no more hyper-ness. best to keep my head down and start studying. must be depression taking hold of me again. ah well better to sit it through and start studying. so don't be shocked if i look sad / quiet / emo in school. oh noes.

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sighh its going to be a boring year.