damn i feel so trapped today. and its quite unpleasant ):

its like i feel so tired i want to close my eyes and go to sleep; but then i think about all the stuff i have to do... so i have to keep going.

then though i feel so warm on the outside that i have to sit in front of the fan to keep cool; but my extremities and core feel so cold..

though its only three in the afternoon, it's already so dark out there. not a good day in general ):

but im still kinda hopeful (in a sad kind of way) that tmr, and then subsequent days will be better.

perhaps its because the high-ness of 会庆has worn off... 振作点！must finish lunwen and pw and not be a burden ^^ so jyjy!