i feel obliged to blog. since i'm not doing my lunwen anyway.

i've done some research, hopefully it will be enough to cover for my part.

thus, this obviously shows that i need to do a lot more research for it to actually help me in writing my part.

damn, i've hardly been blogging recently. feeling so weary and tired. sigh.and i'll be out for the whole of tmr. 会庆 you know.

that just leaves sunday. and im supposed to finish by today or go home tmr and type out my lunwen in a weary, beaten state.

not the best of scenarios.

i guess excuses don't matter. since everyone has 24 hours a day. that divine power is fair to all yeah? so naturally what comes out of how you use your time is your fault, and yours alone.

its kinda turning into a disaster for me.

if i want to promote sucessfully (damn, back to a mugging topic) i'd better start working hard. since i completely cannot understand SHM.

i'm not going to make the same mistake of starting late.but im so tired! ahhh. i hope i will have the motivation to keep going after 会庆 is over. please.

however, i think i'm moving in the right direction ^^ i feel so much better, ironically after barely passing all my blocks. i feel more confident in myself too. haha this is kinda a good way to go. jy yiren! lets hope i can be the guy i want to be inside (:

since there's no point in aiming to be someone else, as you can never be the same; i'll just forge an image that i can be. haha i'll get there! though its going to be pretty tiring. i want to win! ^^