it would be good if my leg could stop hurting.

it would be even better if i can start work.

promised myself that i would complete, if not at least start on my csc essay today. looking back, its already been 5 hours since i came home... nothing productive done.

though life shouldn't be all about work and mugging and more work... at the moment that's all there appears to be. right now, my most enjoyable hobby is sleeping... nth to worry about at all when sleeping. so relaxing. that's what sleep is supposed to be like, right?

i just hope i haven't bitten off more than i can chew... and i certainly dont think my expectations are too high for myself. after all, who should know me better than myself? though i don't doubt that some people out there know something i dont about myself.. haha. since i dont carry a mirror around everyday.

i think if one were to carry a mirror that mirrored your inner soul, you can be a much better person ^^ considering you can see everything about yourself, the good and the bad. such that you know where to improve, where to keep it up. but life isn't that easy is it? there are no hacks or cheats to get you through this journey.

my friend once mentioned in his blog post that blog posts, should naturally have blog titles. i think he reasoned that it would help give your post direction, help inform the reader about what you are about to write. but then, i feel that doing so limits your creativity to write by so much. i mean, if you were to title your post "an interesting day", readers will naturally expect your post to be about your interesting day, right? but then, where's the fun in that? i kinda feel its rather restricting. which is why my posts never have titles. open to disagreement and debate. haha.

feel so sore. so tired. nobody wants to have a horrid time studying i guess. everyone wants to be having fun, having a good time.. unfortunately that isn't really possible. honeymoon period for all of us was over once we passed P3, ages ago. its time to get older, to get more mature, to face all of life's problems. after all, life hasn't even started yet. still got a long long way to go. no way can i get bored now right. haha.