quite amazingly, my blog posts are catching up with the class blog's.

then again, not really. its not really updated, and usually im the one posting. haha.

reached home quite late today (7+). darn bus refused to come. kept me waiting for like 30++ min. even though i can ironically take 5 buses, compared to the 1 or two of some others, i somehow took as long as or longer to get on. haha.

take some time off to work (write) on this blog. its helpful. keeps my mind clear and focused. and provides an outlet. haha i think im quite the religious blogger.

im more of a morning person. and an afternoon person.

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okay im just a person who needs solar power to keep my day running. so don't mind me if im different at night. thats because im battery powered then. xD so i think (well people tell me) that im more serious (emo. seriously. i look emo?! ). okay thats because i interact with you guys in the evening, as dusk approaches. so my characteristics are different then.

somehow its been drilled in that night time is work time. and its really quite true, considering there's no other time for work. other than afternoon. but thats for interaction with everyone else!

and i guess its because i miss all the hustle and bustle in the afternoon. thats why i get more. um. depressed. kinda. hard to put into words.

when it rains, everything seems to slow down. and i just feel more. melancholy perhaps? when it rains. more lethargic. less active. i think it fits that atmosphere more.

really so grateful i have a brother (and sister). staves off loneliness.

i was going to write more but yichen riled me up again. grr.

now i dont feel like writing about siblings. lost all inspiration. and it was turning up good too. D:

perhaps next time. its almost 9, and i should start work if i want to get anything done tonight.

arenes. oh no.

nevermind. shall write till 9 before stopping. 1 1/2 hr of work should be enough to finish arenes and do some physics. ahh okay i shall continue on siblings since i've cooled down already. (occupational hazard of being a sibling is you get irritated easily. naturally you gotta learn to cool down fast or else.)

okies. siblings. really grateful got them to stop me from getting lonely. i have an over active, over vivid imagination. not to mention i hate silence. and did i mention i hate silence?

i like to interact (not about to join interact club anytime soon though) with people. doesn't necessarily have to be verbal interaction. just being close by is enough most of the time. ^^

i cant imagine how life would be like at home. i think i'll go crazy. or i might not. in any case, here i am, forged by circumstances. no-one can say who or what i would have been without siblings.

rivalry between yichen and me. considering im somewhat in the middle (though more often than not i consider myself equal with yichen. ask any other twins la!) i can bully everyone :) can overwhelm younger siblings with age, and am more vocal than yichen. haha its friendly rivarly la.

though i wish sometimes that there was 1 more child (no older sister please. no offence to all the other older sisters out there) so that our sad 三缺一 situation can be resolved. lol then my 麻将 skills will pwn xD

i think its been irreversibly associated in my mind that sunlight = company. and night = lonely. so i think im happier in the day because i get to talk to so many other interesting people. not to say i transform into an emo kia at night though. haha.

9.20 >.< got in too deep. haha failed to notice. START WORK YIREN!