my webhosting service is still screwed :(

so that means still no bg music. grarggh i must find a more reliable server.

and it occurs to me that i haven't done productive. as expected.

which signals the time to increase mental strength. determination! must...follow...through... and ensure i don't screw up next year. otherwise it'll be a hard fall.

something i want to avoid at all costs.

whatever. taking advantage of this 2 week break from huangcheng (not from 戏剧营 though) to relax. too much i think.

moderation is necessary. which is why i must put myself through some pain to offset the total relaxation im feeling now.

which will DEFINITELY lead to lethargy when the year begins. must shake it off! but then again its far easier to move my fingers on a keyboard than actually get my body moving.

bleh i don't believe this. i actually must go torture myself for my own good. might as well try to enjoy it.

okay. so. *shakes head* swim first. then go sort all the notes from this year *shivers*. swim at 3. 20 more minutes do do uh. random stuff then. i just hope i don't get too engrossed and totally forget about everything i need to do.

perhaps i need a part time job. haha.

will take that into consideration.

OH YEAH I CAN GO TO THE LIBRARY RIGHT? haha haven't touched books (other then textbooks) for damn long. but i don want take bus there leh? waste $.

perhaps i go eat lunch and camp there for the whole day lor.

or walk there.

smart idea. hahaha.