cannot resist procrastinating. dun wan do anything.

except chew on stuff. EAT THE SCREEN! haha watch MH videos to understand xD

in any case, constantly peckish ): need more snacks :)

and i feel that the table in my room is too cramped. to space to squeeze both an SBQ and a laptop here. and i need alot of space. people who have sat beside me probably know that i like to invade neighboring territory with various papers. in any case:

attempted to drown out all distractions by semi-deafening myself with the screwy pair of in-ear headphones (which is the reason behind not taking my mp3 to school anymore). unfortunately, the problem lies more with my laptop than with external stimuli.

*throws laptop out of window*

just kidding. otherwise i'll be quite screwed. have written 2 sentences for my overdue sbq over the past 1/2 hr: that's typical inefficiency for you. pity i don't really feel motivated today. sometimes i do, but it somehow always occurs before i sleep.

which inevitably leads to a persistent sense of guilt.

not like it ever stopped me from sleeping anyway haha.

*is trying to find more things to type to avoid writing chinese characters with pen and paper*

honestly, i'd really rather type. its so much more enjoyable than writing. especially since i'm the sort of person who has illegible handwriting capable of confusing even the brightest of minds.

i can't even read what i'm writing sometimes.

therefore, typing is the optimal choice <3

though it gives me claw-hands after a few hours of continual typing. rawr! *slashes*

*desperately searching for topics to keep typing*

forget it. better just finish it and get it over with. dun wan see stupid sbq anymore! begone!

*burns paper*