is feeling pumped.

well not actually. motivated seems more appropriate. though i have no doubts that this is probably merely a temporary state.

perhaps a sense of urgency has finally caught up?

there's always this nagging sense of guilt that i haven't been maintaining this blog as well as i did last yr. but all's well for you, the reader.

it takes you 2 seconds to scroll through a line that i take 5 seconds to type. probably. and i need to do the thinking!

haha it seems that career options out there seem limited today. joining the army as a regular seems better and better :)

though it means that i have to pia and be high all the way ._. to get into OCS. haha.

see first. a's? sats?

time will tell.

perhaps by burying myself in work (and there's plenty of it) i can be less affected by..some things. haha.

lets see how things work out.