i should be writing my GP article review thingy, but then i'm suffering from a state of writers block.

probably comes from the fact that i chose what i wanted, instead of what i could write. who cares. i'll smoke it through!

somehow. damn, writing something that actually looks intelligent and well thought through is difficult. perhaps thats why i do so badly at CSC.

i realise my writing style (and typing speed) has changed drastically since the start of this blog. perhaps this could be due to all the months of repeated typing every day (at least for the later part of 2008) and the non-stop usage of brain to continually think up new points to entertain readers (if any).

or it could just be the flame war which i just took part in this afternoon. i think i owned the guy! whee.

in any case, i haven't really got the time to look through old posts. although it would probably be enlightening and be of great help to my future life. oh well. more regrets.

i really should be typing out my GP. either that or writing out my physics notes. should i take my physics TYS and booklet to school to write out my notes?

*thinks*

chemistry extra lessons at 2, which effectively extend school hours for an extra hour... DAMN haven't done carbonyl compounds. means i gotta write tmr! zz. okay. i was thinking about whether i could squeeze in time between end of chem lesson and huangcheng. i have now officially disregarded that idea.

*has forgotten what he wanted to type due to the small distraction of sounding the horn. damn.*

okay. phew. in any case, i'll attempt to continue tmr. though i don't doubt the fact that more random tutorials and such will pop up which belong to the 'important and urgent' category.

haha i've become good mates with my laptop now. though its supposed to be shared and all that, i've been rudely taking over possession for the past 4 months or so. tolerate this behaviour more please! it'll be over late april. then everyone can be happy. kthx.

oh back to the verdict. i guess i'll squeeze in time tmr to complete more notes. bleh. busy me. but first, i have to complete my GP article thingy. have to do it before i sleep. no time to do it in the half hour break after physics lab tmr.

actually, i kinda miss chatting to everyone alot. seriously. but then i think that burying myself in work (which is a valid and pressing reason by the way) is easier than actually initiating a conversation. i'm more of the sort who would rather listen, and interact rather than start conversations. i'm just not that sort of person.

maybe thats why... never mind.

time to bury myself in work again. don't want to think about such troubling matters. worries me and makes me distracted. although i'm probably going to regret this, i shouldn't be able to feel as much pain if i don't know what i'm missing right?

just don't let me see or hear anything that's going to hurt. don't like being hurt ):

but thats a fact of life. and i probably would rather get hurt than actually be lied to. so yup. but if i didnt know i was being lied to, would i be hurt? hmm.

okay, end the post with a paradox. kekeke. hope it won't make you lose any sleep.

murphy's law states that anything that can go wrong will go wrong. thus, can murphy's law go wrong? if it can, it will go wrong. and thus the law that anything that can go wrong will go wrong will be wrong. however, if that law goes wrong, it proves that the law is correct. which makes murphy's law unable to go wrong. but we know that nothing cannot go wrong. therefore, is his law infalliable?

think about it. stare at that wall of text. bwahaha. enjoy yourself.

meanwhile, i'm off to smoke through my GP article. hopefully this post has brought additional inspiration to me.

and hm. perhaps i owe an apology to readers for not posting. aww. sorry. but things just seem to happen, and i don't get a reminder that says 'yiren, please update your blog. its DYING!'. nope. nothing like that. though i will try to post when i realise i've been neglecting this space for too long. and i'll post something that actually takes time to read. not some one-off sentence of supposed enlightenment which will bring truth, and eventually nirvana to everyone in the world.