gg starting to sniffle again. better spam medication before things get worse.

and considering the week (and the nxt, and the one after that) ahead, there's going to be no time to rest.

or to activate my new ez-link card, for that matter. but at least it's a start. perhaps i'll take leave on of the days i get off lessons early to get my ez-link card reactivated. life is inconvenient without it :(

not to mention i've gotten ripped by two bus drivers demanding that i pay adult fare. but cannot punch them right? :) our bus captains deserve to work in a SAFE environment after all. so, i shall be a civic minded citizen and restrain myself.

for the time being. for heaven's sake, im wearing my school uniform. very hard see i'm a student meh? the next time someone tries that, i'm getting off the bus. irritating leh.

lagging behind quite badly for physics and chemistry. and OMG my csc has gotten the highest out of all my subjects this term. which isn't exactly comforting.

in fact, its very disturbing. alright. mug time after 黄城. i swear. really.

trying hard to enjoy working with everyone before this time comes to an end. :(

i think its a sad truth that nothing, if not maintained, lasts forever. including interpersonal relationships and friendships.

everything fades with time. i'm undecided on whether this is a good or bad thing. on one hand, a saying goes 旧的不去，新的不来. things would be very very messy and complicated if everything just hangs around. therefore, only when something is maintained constantly (which indicates its importance), it stays around. otherwise, it just gets trashed.

unfortunately, i'm a hoarder at heart. i don't want to lose anything, anyone. everything that i can possibly keep, i do. i just find it hard to let go. really. especially for things that matter to me. its almost impossible to release without some drastic measures (and pain).

....

actually i still want to talk more about this, but i think its too depressing already. sigh. must try to focus on the good things, treasure the remaining time i have.

it could be that its rainy today. a day for emo-ing. :(

lets hope the sun shines tomorrow.