its been a week. not because i didnt want to update, but because i had no way to update.

barring sneaking into mids to use a computer. or an instructors office. ah well.

quite the week; really aching badly. i swear at this rate, my right arm will be twice the size of my left. it all seemed worth it when i received that glittery sword. all that glitters is not gold, however.

in this case yes, but it carries far more weight than it looks. the weight of responsibility weighs in beyond the gold plate and stainless steel. not to mention an extra ten years of the ns cycle.

no turning back now, in any case. i just have the actual commissioning to look forward to then.

... life on the weekends have been pretty meaningless lately. somehow nothing seems to be able to hold my attention for long; except sleeping of course. nothing like a good nap to burn time.

not that i should want to, considering i could probably think up of a list to keep me busy for three weekends if i wanted to. what's stopping me though. :\

shall rest up more. if this week's rehearsals were bad, then next week will be hell. better start thinking of how to take back all my random stuff. and try out contacts. hope it doesn't give me an infection or something ._.